Posted: Jul 12, 2008, 12:52 AM CST
dear lord
i am drunk tonight but i have to admit i love sex.
i swear alot,and nothing amazing had happen to me in 31 years
i never had fun in my entire life i don't go out much often and when i go out it's for couples of drink
and dance without fun because there's to much smoke no one can see us only shadow
if i go out in kareoke no one likes it.
dear lord who had made me fall in love wuth someone that can't understand that i have a perfect understanding a good moral you took my dad from my life with a suicide you made him shot himself in his head 5 years ago at first i did'nt accept it but with time i've learn to forgive him because i've change my mind i though before it happen that everyone who done that was cowards but it was my step dad and i've learn to forgive him and in that i've learn to say more i love you before it was to late to the person i truely love then 2 and a half years after even with my depression of my father you took my mom wich was my best of friends you couldn't heal her of diabeties she died on the operation table but i had tie to tell her 3 times to say that i love her and kissed her index finger before she went into your hand i thank you so much that you took her suffering away i know today she help me more and always beside me even if i do bad thing's
i thank you so much to remove my ex b/f of 9 years who was beating me and making me some sexual assult on me you had see that i was really unhappy with him and gave him to my aunt they seem's in love with each other taking some cocaine i thank you so much i didn't join him in that kind of sh*t
Ok i had to live on the street for couples of months and you had learn me to take my responsibilities and i did took it you had put an angel on my road Smilely even if i had never saw him i know the love of my life exist even if he doesn't belong to me at least he gave me hopes to achives some goals in my life. then i got that job at wal-mart wich i am proud of it because i do 3 times more money then on welfare you had change my life around for the better maybe i didn't believe in you to much b4 but now i have to admit God i know you are there for my Mom and Dad and Me. if i work really heard today is to make my mother so proud of me hope she see's what i do for her and i know that smilely he is something big into my life because i had ask you 2 years ago who was the man of my life and side by side you wrote his name in the sky with clouds i had thought i was dreaming but i wasn't my friends saw it too. i had that vision that we we're made for each other and i keep faith in that no matter what people will say because they didn't saw what i did if i have to walk on my knees for him i will because i know he was sent from above from my mom for me that's the only gift i ask from my mom is to bring him back in my like because she had showed me the sign of love on him....Dear lord even in bad thing's that had happen to me i thank you because it made me stronger today with a more compassionate heart
please leave your confession here and i won't accept remark from others thanks
