Daniel4021: What are you saying? Are you an Angel?, my mother is dead, she is the only one that ever really loved me..barron please forgive me..I haven't been a very good christion have I, certianly not an example... we are supposed to bear all aren't we...I have let everyone down, thank you for waking me up...
Daniel we are all human and err to the best of our judgement. You are not supposed to take the world on your shoulders. Just be you and live in the day. You bring too much good to others here to allow an error in judgement through emotion to rule your heart. Forgive yourself, you are to good to face that sort of condemnation. Just come back as the man you are and your words will make ammends for all real or imagined by and against you. I do not judge you and do not wish to.
I still see in you the great man struggling to rise above... and I can only offer a hand, you must climb out my friend.