Posted: Sep 11, 2008, 10:34 AM CST
"[Neither] my lawsuit, nor anything I did with the DEA, made the matters public," Gosinski says. "When John Dowd and John McCain tried to intimidate me" it put it into the public sphere because Dowd "pretty much directed the Maricopa County Attorney's office" on how to pursue an extortion case. The records of that case became a part of the public record and contained Cindy McCain’s admission of a drug problem while revealing the DEA was investigating her charity.
Several hundred pages of documents from the extortion investigation and Gosinski's lawsuit also were distributed Wednesday, along with excerpts from his journal. No extortion charges ever were filed, and Gosinski says he eventually gave up on the lawsuit when he realized he was up against McCain's relentless and well-funded Washington legal team.
Included in the documents are interviews with several McCain and Hensley associates and employees of the AVMT. Smith, the Hensley pilot who mentioned Cindy's alleged early 1990s overdose, clammed up when the Mariposa County attorney turned his questions toward her drug problem.
I asked Mr. Smith if he learned, from any source, that Cindy McCain may have had, or does have, a drug dependency. Mr. Smith became upset and said, "I am not willing to discuss that." He said, "I did not come here [to] talk about Cindy, I came here to talk about Tom." ... He advised he will not answer the question and would rather have an attorney present if we were going to be talking about drugs.
When he started working for McCain's medical charity, Gosinski says he quickly became friends with the McCains and the Hensleys -- Cindy's family whose Hensley & Co. beer distributorship made them all incredibly wealthy.
Gosinski says he accompanied Cindy McCain to Bangladesh, where she decided to adopt her daughter Bridget (he confirmed that the story of Mother Theresa's involvement was completely fabricated), and he used to accompany McCain and her children on outings to the mall or the swimming pool.
The journal excerpts released Wednesday, though, portray a deep sense of pity on Gosinski's part for the life McCain had made for herself, concern for the effect her addiction was having on her children and a growing disillusionment with her political persona.
"During my short tenure at AVMT, I have been surrounded by what on the surface appears to be the ultimate All American family," he writes on July 27, 1992. "In reality, I am working for a very sad, lonely woman whose marriage of convenience to a US Senator has driven her to: distance herself from friends; cover feelings of despair with drugs; and replace lonely moments with self-indulgences."
Several journal entries also mention McCain's daughter Meghan, who was 7 when the journal was written. Now 23, Meghan blogs about pop culture and her father's campaign and has recently written a children's book.
Gosinski details a conversation with Jeri Johnson, Cindy McCain's aunt, regarding Cindy's nanny, Diane, in a July 28, 1992 entry.
Diane voice concerns regarding Cindy's use of drugs and the effect it is having on the kids. Diane told Jeri that Meghan recently told her to "fuck off" after trying to discipline her. She also told Jeri that she is concerned that Cindy is giving the kids drugs which unnecessarily sedate them. I hope that is not happening.