Daniel we cannot go back to change any thing that is already done.
We must change ourselves to ensure that the choices we make for tomorrow are going to give us a better track to follow for the future.
No one can claim all the blame in any situation but it does take a real man to own up to his part. This is a very good start to seeing where one has gone off the track.
Being alone is not a curse and even though sometimes the weight of the world does crowd us in we have the choice to free ouselves from its burden.
Use your martial arts to regain your centre and your faith to maintain it.
Angels are sent to us to allow us to see what could be. We must make sure we are of a comparable purity so as to not sully them and make them common.
A relationship is an entity with two equal heads and hearts. One cannot wish another to take that place no matter how perfect it seems. They have to willingly enter and be free to leave at any time That is the issue of trust. Cages do so tend to destroy a beautiful bird's song and most, often have clipped wings in their prisons.
You have the power to remember what part of the memories you wish to keep. The sad, and woeful ones or the pure and uplifting ones.
Don't make the wrong choice it only affects you.