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loves2steppin Concord, New Hampshire USA
kayrachelle: oddly enough.
today was a lot better.
i was more at peace.
and i slept.
he came to me in my dream.
he hugged me and said,
"ahh, come on now. whatcha cryin for?
you gotta stop that. im just fine.
life could always get worse."

i woke up and it felt like a weight
has been lifted off of my chest.

i dont think it was just a dream
to be completely honest.

i love you blake.
ill see you soon.


each day will be better than the other...hug
druidess6308 Reverse, Pennsylvania USA
hug hug

Crying might not bring him back, but grieving is healthy for you, and natural. Grieve as long as you need, dear. Cry when you need to, and don't let anyone make you feel guilty, or any other negative feeling, for it.

hug heart wings



DragonLee pleasantville, New Jersey USA
comfort
kayrachelle Elkhart, Indiana USA
the hardest part for me.
i broke plans with him.
for a stupid boy who only wanted booty.
and i never got the chance to say i was sorry.
i never got to say goodbye to him.
but i know hes still with me.
and he knows i love him.
and im okay.

thanks again for all of your support.



katiecharlyn dublin, Georgia USA
comfort so sorry for your loss.hug sad flower



Ouchh harrison, Arkansas USA
kayrachelle: oddly enough.
today was a lot better.
i was more at peace.
and i slept.
he came to me in my dream.
he hugged me and said,
"ahh, come on now. whatcha cryin for?
you gotta stop that. im just fine.
life could always get worse."

i woke up and it felt like a weight
has been lifted off of my chest.

i dont think it was just a dream
to be completely honest.

i love you blake.
ill see you soon.


sry for you loss. When my grandma passed away I had a dream that I went to see her at the wake, and as I walked up to see her I stumbled and knocked the coffen to the floor, grandma rolled out of the coffen stood up and walked up to me placed her hand on my shoulder and said " Its ok steven you dont have to worry about me im fine" then she went back and layed down. I woke up smileing cause I know it was not just a dream it was my grandma saying good bye.
mastic55 Long Island, New York USA
Sorry sad flower
kayrachelle Elkhart, Indiana USA
last night before work, for some reason i lost it.
i saw a picture, heard a song, and i broke down.
i cried for a good two hours.
i said a prayer for a sign that it wasnt just a dream.
and i looked up to see a chipmunk running under a bush.
it may have just been a coincidence to most.
but blake use to always call me a chipmunk.
and i called him a zebra.
so i took it as a sign that hes okay.
this morning, i looked at his picture when i got home from work.
and i smiled, i actually smiled.
todays gonna be a better day, i know it will be.


thanks again for all your support.
it means the world to me.
teddybear



Cary0608 Mandaluyong City, Quezon City Philippines
kayrachelle: last night before work, for some reason i lost it.
i saw a picture, heard a song, and i broke down.
i cried for a good two hours.
i said a prayer for a sign that it wasnt just a dream.
and i looked up to see a chipmunk running under a bush.
it may have just been a coincidence to most.
but blake use to always call me a chipmunk.
and i called him a zebra.
so i took it as a sign that hes okay.
this morning, i looked at his picture when i got home from work.
and i smiled, i actually smiled.
todays gonna be a better day, i know it will be.thanks again for all your support.
it means the world to me.


it will be okay. it might take time but it will be okay.hug hug hug
kayrachelle Elkhart, Indiana USA
today is two weeks.
its getting easier, i guess.
i can finally look at his pictures.
or read notes or saved messages.
i can listen to our favorite songs.
and watch our favorite shows, movies, or funny videos.
and i dont cry anymore.

i get choked up, but at least i dont cry.

to all who supported me and helped me through this;
theres not enough days in my lifetime to thank you.

teddybear




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