I was so hurt when the women on CS took a mans word as factual. A public argument in the threads embarrassed me so I wanted to just die.
I never bad-mouthed women on this site. If I had a disagreement with another woman I worked it out like a woman not a coward by talking behind backs.
This gentleman said awful thins to me and about me online. So much so that some friends told me to hide for awhile. Let it calm down.
What these women who were so quick to judge the worst of me don't know is this.
This man who embarrassed me. Called me and ask for a public apology for some thing I was innocent of. He did this because I wouldn't have sex with him.
He's left the site now. He ask me to cancell & I did for awhile. He moniters these threads.
He calls me everyday and emails me everyday.
If I was such a liar about him and the issues why would he be chasing me and want me off the site, so I won't meet anyone?
The women still shun me when I email they don't answer me. . Why do I even talk to him? Because all he wants is love & he's alone.
He had hissy fit like a kid. He wasn't getting his way. You don't not forgive a child when he has a tantrum. So we talk
I just wished some one besides a couplr of wonderful men would have believed Me that's all.
It hurts to be shunned & ignored when your telling the truth. This is the first time I felt i could post without being challenged .
