druidess6308: It's ok, Lush.
The short version...from the ages of 15-20 I went through 4 attempted rapes and 3 actuals. The one who brought something to light that was buried, I had known since I was 3...I was 19 and engaged to him when that happened, and he wanted anal sex, which I couldn't do, and I didn't know why. He did. He had broken up the molestation that way that happened when I was 7...by his brothers, no less...and the one favor he did me that night was triggering the memory, which allowed me to eventually heal it.
That, folks, is the story, or at least part of it, of the Phoenix on my back. It's why the flames start on my @$$.
It's a good thing you are always so positive, girl. I'm sorry it happened to you.
