zdeadmanwalking
bowling green, Kentucky USA
Posted: Jun 10, 2006, 10:58 AM CST
you remember the first time i told you i love you.you told me how you have been waiting for me to say those words to you.you told me how from the first time you saw me,that you love me and i was the one you have been waiting for
you remember how the first time i held you in my arms,feeling my heart beat against yours.how you looked into my eyes and seen the love my heart holds for you,you knew that love was true and you knew that love will forever be true
how it look to look across the valley of the shadow of death,you remember how i told you how beautiful and peaceful it was there.how you could looked down and see all of the animals there,playing togther
how when i look across and look towards heaven how Jesus will be standing there.how angels will be standing around Jesus knowing what is about to happen.how i told you Jesus would be standing there with tears in his eyes saying no my son it is not your time yet
how i would cry out to Jesus saying i want to come home,to be out of the hurt and pain i am in,how i am tire and i want to rest forever,how i want to be with Jesus once more and know i am safe.for as long as i am with Jesus no one could hurt me any more
than Jesus said no my son it is not time for there are people who still need you.as i look down towards earth i wonder who stills needs me,who's life will be better if i was in their life,who's life could i make a differts in if i stay
than i felt your tear drop hit my chest and i wonder why you was crying.i wonder if you knew what was going on,than i heard your voice but you was prayering,i remember it was the first time i heard you pray.i wonder why you was prayering now when you said you have stop believing in God and when you have lost your faith in him
than i heard the words you was saying you was not praying for yourself but you was praying for me,when i heard your words tears started coming out of my eyes,i wonder why you was praying for me,what i have done to make you want to pray for me
than i heard the words you was pray please Jesus let him come back for i love him and i need him,for i know his love for me is true and i know he is the one you sent for me,please Jesus send my angel back to me i need him so
i looked across to heaven and i seen Jesus still standing there,as i watch tears falling out of his eyes,i wonder why was he crying for me after all of the bad things i have done in my life,how many times i curse his name and how many times i turn my back on him
than i remember he loved me as i love you,i remember that Jesus loves us unconditional.that no matter what we do or say to him.Jesus will always love us and when we hurt him he will forgive us
i remember no matter what we do nor say Jesus will always love us,i remember when we leave him,Jesus will still be with us by our side.i remember he will be standing there with his arms open to welcome us back
he will still have love in his heart for us and he will forgive us for what we did and said to him.there is nothing we can do to stop the love Jesus has for us.
Jesus looks at me and says you see son i cannot let you come here,for as long as someone needs you,you must stay and be there for them,no matter who they are,if they need you,you will have to stay and help them
hear her voice she loves you and she needs you,she does not want you to go but she wants you to stay with her,now my son go back and be with her,for 1 day soon i will bring you home
where you will live with me forever,but now my son you must go back,than i felt another tear drop hit my chest,than i open my eyes and look into your eyes
than i held you tight in my arms,than looked into your eyes and said thank you for being the angel that was heaven sent for me,i love you now,always and forever
as long as you need me i will always be here for you,always remember my love for you will always be true