To add to what I wrote about before, I just discovered last night that my oldest son is now married (I went snooping on his step mom's my space page). I wasn't informed or invited to the wedding.
Yes, I cried for being left out. But I also said a deeply heartfelt prayer that they will have a long and happy marriage.
Then I decided to try and email my new daughter-in-law (she's listed as one of my son's friends). My hope is that she'll read it, pass on the information & how she felt about it to my son, and that maybe someday he'll re-establish contact & I'll get to meet her.
Until then, as I've said before & others have said, just have to carry on. So basically, if I can do it and survive all this that I've gone through, you can Jonah.
