sadegh1979: Are you upset with me?

No. I can talk about these things, and it no longer has the power to hurt. Those wounds healed a long time ago.

And I never get upset with someone for starting a topic. I chose to walk in, and to post, even after I saw you expound on what you meant by your thread.
As I said...I have fond memories of him still. I always will...he was one of the craziest, but biggest, loves of my life. The Love of my youth.