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sassy49senior: As I sit here staring at this flat screen in front of me, my
mind begins to wander. It is another night of restlessness
so I drift to CS,check out the forums, maybe post in 1 or 2,
Then as the pain becomes more intense I get up and walk awhile.
That does not help so I am back at the screen. I stare at it
once again, then begin to relaease some of my tired frustration, only to find the screen gives back to me some peaceful
serenity. I know as my day continues and do things that need
to be done, I can always take a break, come back to the screen
and chat with some very dear people. Some will make me laugh,
some I find myself crying with, others I will wish stength
and health and prayers as they are ill. Then I will focus on
the screen once again and ask, am I the loyal friend that I
want all of you to be? My answer I'm afraid is, "NO". Now I
must search my soul and find a way to be that friend once
again and hope I have not lost you forever.

vinny1967: Oh yes you are Sassy

Now if you don't kop yourself on i'll go over there and spank

you...........you hear.............spank you

sassy49senior: Awww Vinny, You sweet man, you do bring a smile to this
face, much appreciated. Think I will go shower and then
try to sleep for about 4 hours.
The soft paddle will be hanging by the door and the door
will be unlocked. I must warn you, I am not a
pretty picture when I wake because of a spanking.

sassy49senior: As I sit here staring at this flat screen in front of me, my
mind begins to wander. It is another night of restlessness
so I drift to CS,check out the forums, maybe post in 1 or 2,
Then as the pain becomes more intense I get up and walk awhile.
That does not help so I am back at the screen. I stare at it
once again, then begin to relaease some of my tired frustration, only to find the screen gives back to me some peaceful
serenity. I know as my day continues and do things that need
to be done, I can always take a break, come back to the screen
and chat with some very dear people. Some will make me laugh,
some I find myself crying with, others I will wish stength
and health and prayers as they are ill. Then I will focus on
the screen once again and ask, am I the loyal friend that I
want all of you to be? My answer I'm afraid is, "NO". Now I
must search my soul and find a way to be that friend once
again and hope I have not lost you forever.

sassy49senior: As I sit here staring at this flat screen in front of me, my
mind begins to wander. It is another night of restlessness
so I drift to CS,check out the forums, maybe post in 1 or 2,
Then as the pain becomes more intense I get up and walk awhile.
That does not help so I am back at the screen. I stare at it
once again, then begin to relaease some of my tired frustration, only to find the screen gives back to me some peaceful
serenity. I know as my day continues and do things that need
to be done, I can always take a break, come back to the screen
and chat with some very dear people. Some will make me laugh,
some I find myself crying with, others I will wish stength
and health and prayers as they are ill. Then I will focus on
the screen once again and ask, am I the loyal friend that I
want all of you to be? My answer I'm afraid is, "NO". Now I
must search my soul and find a way to be that friend once
again and hope I have not lost you forever.

tina_olson: Awwww Sassy I think you are a wonderful and caring woman....You are 1 of the few whose post's I look for every morning...You always have a kind word and coffee in your cup...Hope your day is a wonderful one, as for me if I miss coffee talk this morning it's because I have a busy week ahead of me.....morning hugs to you Sassy

katiecharlyn: glad your feeling better sassy!!! your a sweet lady

enjoy my coffee with ya too

sassy49senior: Thanks KC You are a sweetie. I do enjoy that morning coffee.
Problem is it is all day coffee for me.

vinny1967: Oh yes you are Sassy

Now if you don't kop yourself on i'll go over there and spank

you...........you hear.............spank you

sassy49senior: As I sit here staring at this flat screen in front of me, my
mind begins to wander. It is another night of restlessness
so I drift to CS,check out the forums, maybe post in 1 or 2,
Then as the pain becomes more intense I get up and walk awhile.
That does not help so I am back at the screen. I stare at it
once again, then begin to relaease some of my tired frustration, only to find the screen gives back to me some peaceful
serenity. I know as my day continues and do things that need
to be done, I can always take a break, come back to the screen
and chat with some very dear people. Some will make me laugh,
some I find myself crying with, others I will wish stength
and health and prayers as they are ill. Then I will focus on
the screen once again and ask, am I the loyal friend that I
want all of you to be? My answer I'm afraid is, "NO". Now I
must search my soul and find a way to be that friend once
again and hope I have not lost you forever.

dcj22: I'll hold her down for you, Vinny. I agree with you!Sassy, you are wonderful and have been a great friend to many here. Don't beat yourself up. You just aren't feeling well.

druidess6308: Sassy, dear woman, you're doing fine. We all have our down moments when we're just not our normal selves...it's okay to have those. It doesn't make you less of a loyal friend.

sassy49senior: Thanks Dru, you have been through so much and just seem to
bounce back. Me, I let things fester too long.
You take care.

druidess6308: "The Bounce-Back Kid", that's me. Ah, I've just been through so much that I've learned it doesn't kill me, and that I need to move on. And I've learned how to heal quickly. And sometimes, I just know how to hide my pain until it's gone. As open as I am on here, I don't show or tell everything.

sassy49senior: Hi Dana, Hope all is well with you and Em. Thanks hun, but
was thinking about one very dear friend I have made on
CS and I did let that person down. Not meaning too I just
assumed things were not the way they really were. Just
will continue to work and hope I can gain back the trust,
respect and friendship with this person.

dcj22: We all make mistakes, sweetie. Hang in there and know that we, your friends, are here for you if you need us.