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I wrote this about an hour ago because I am pissed and just upset. Responses aren't necessary I'd just like people to read this and take it to heart.
Ok, so it’s 5:20AM and I am wide awake and again lonely in my bed. Except this time it’s different. There was a girl in bed with me about 30 minutes ago, yet now she is on my living room couch. What is so wrong with me that I just can’t get a decent girl? I know I’m not completely ugly and that I would definitely treat the girl I end up with like a goddess yet no one seems to be able to see this. I fear that I will spend my young years alone and miserable. I am already becoming to resent women because the only experiences I have with them lately are all horrible. How am I not supposed to think they are all stupid when all the ones that I know date guys who cheat on them and make them feel like shit and yet they keep going back? I know I would treat them right. How am I supposed to let them know this though? I’ve tried everything from completely being there for them to completely hitting on them yet nothing seems to work. And I do not want to meet a girl at a bar. The bar is just not fun to me and I end up not being myself because I’m forced into this awkward situation in which I have to talk loudly and can barely hear the girl just in order to have a very meaningless conversation. It just sucks and I don’t like it. I constantly hear the girls that I know complain about being single and that there are no good guys out there. This makes me so mad so often because they say this to me and its pretty much a slap in the face. “Hey, Brandon I know you havn’t had a good girl in a while but I just broke up with my boyfriend who cheated on me and treated me like shit yet I won’t even consider you because well, you are too nice and just aren’t for me. But believe me, you will get a girl and she will be so lucky, just don’t look at me for that because no fucking way, I still want the guy who treats me like shit. So I’ll talk to you later after I go over to his house and stay the night only for him to ignore me the next day. Later…” Seriously, what am I supposed to do? I’m seriously thinking of moving far away, possible to another country because this shit is just ridiculous and I can’t handle it anymore. I don’t even want females to respond, just please read this and think about your life. Is there a guy in it that treats you so well that you don’t even realize? Is he there for you when you need a shoulder to cry on? What has he asked of you? Seriously, if there is a guy that’s there for you and doesn’t ask for anything in return, give him a fucking chance. I guarantee it will be worth it in the end.
Signing off….,
Lonely in Louisiana
I know you said you didn't want any responses but I just had to say something. Im not gona lie I was one of those girls a long time ago. I wanted something serious and that guy I liked wanted no strings their was this really awesome, nice guy who liked me I tried but still liked the other guy. Well got over the Loser and ended up falling for Luke but too late because he had found some one a really Beautiful girl. I learned my lesson and decided to be more open minded and give ppl chances. But like you I keep meeting fake, jerks. Guess what Im trying to say is don't take it personal their are alot of stupid ppl out there who don't realize how valuable the person thats with them is until later on or they never do. you need to be patient the right girl will come I know it might not look like it right now with all the losers that you keep coming across but their are good girls out their they prob. are just going through the same thing your going.
