horrorcorner
tiffin, Ohio USA
Posted: Mar 28, 2008, 8:37 AM CST
Hi everyone , I really don't know what I am even doing on here in the first place. I just got out of a very long relationship of 11years. I am pretty sure I am not ready for anything serious.. I sort of think I might be broken . I used to believe in all of the fairy tale type scenarios like love at first sight, True love, Happily ever after and so on. I was very immature for believing . I have watched alot of people that I felt were living those scenarios just dissinigrate. I just feel with all the pressures in the world that noone remembers the golden rule anymore of treating people the way you want to be treated. I mean really why do people lie? You always get caught and things end up worse. I am not even sure that happiness is a real thing anymore. Is anyone ever truely happy? I guess I am what some would call jaded . I have friends who tell me I am brainwashed because of the relationship I was in was really unhealthy. I don't know what I feel anymore I sometimes wish I could just shut off all my emotions. Anyway I am babbling. I just wanted to say Hi and to invite anyone with any advice on what I should do here to feel free to contact me and let me know some do's and don'ts for single sites because I am not sure If I am even doing the right thing , thank you for reading