cowgirldancer: yes it should of been forever love but I was selfish and would not commit or meet his family so we said good by he use to write every now and then, but i didnt reply, he will allways be in my memories and in my heart and I know that he watches over me because i still feel his touch and smell and every time i travel he is there too.cowgirl
I agree with blondeozchick, why not commit if you are so into him.as you have said you made silly decisions then.can you still get him back now?maybe he is still in love with you?are you still in love with him or just miss the thought of being loved by him?
I feel frustated when two people are so in love and can be together forever but they create complications in their relationship so as not to be together.i think two people who are in love should be together no matter what the situation is, the only way you should stop when the love is one way.