...oh yes I am.I have thought about this for a long time and I have finally decided to commit CS suicide,that is to say to kill off the caricature of me I have created here.I have lots of reasons,all good.
1.I don,t want to have to tell any more lesbians I am a bloke.
2.I want to dedicate the finite energy I have to other professional and personal interests.
3.I have certain unresolved and worsening health issues,related to the stress I have had to endure this last five years,related to my divorce,related to my ex and her erstwhile family of outlaws,etc,etc.
4.I want to re-enter the real world completely.
5.Elley has become a bit of a monster who at times oversteps the mark and I find it difficult to exercise the self control here that is so easily done in real life.
I have had a great time here and although there are creepies about,there are also lots of really good folk.I,ve learnt a lot,I,ve had a laugh,I,ve been provoked and challenged and stimulated on a very wide range of interesting issues. For my part I have probably ruffled a feather or two,or at least elley has.
So to all those who I got on with,see ya on the beach,to all those I didn,t,will not see ya on the beach.I,ll not mention any names as if I miss one,which I will,they,ll get all uppity etc.
I hope you all find what you are looking for,whatever it is.As for me,I really didn,t know what to expect when I cam here a year or two ago.What I do know is that I have gained many new perspectives,some of them really quite warped
and that like. I think overall my life has been better for having been here,in many ways it has helped me to get through what has been a truly horrendous divorce. So to all of you who have helped,even if it has been only in a small way,I thank you very much indeed. Be good and bye bye.
