goodlovin010101 want relationship but not gay so will date

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About me and who I'm looking for

About me:: well i am 39yrs old been married twice and been thru alot so willing to try but learned not worth killing yourself for(learned that from being married),so im pretty easy going(but do recongize bs when i see it or hear it) and my sign is a cancer so i guess i can be moody at times, been burned real good so kinda bitter not at women just being cautios and because of 2 previous marriages know exactly what i want,can be high strung at times gets bored real easy unless im content like to spoil my other half(bubble baths,candle light dinners,cook dinner,help clean house,etc,etc)see im very loving to the point of being nieve cause i believe we shouldnt have to lie to eachother,nobody is making anybody do anything so why lie(were adults right either we can except it or we cant right?)so when i give myself to someone it is mind,heart body,and soul i live my life for them,they are my life everything i do i do for them i bring my money home to them,i cook dinner for them,i run bubble baths for them etc,etc,because i for sure can do those things by myself,cause im not trying to sound cruel but everything i do for them i can do for myself but i dont do those things for myself cause i was raised that,thats how you treat your wife are your girlfriend(but if you can do those things for yourself then why do you need them)see thats the part where i said not trying to be cruel but i hope you understand what im trying to say,i mean i could spoil myself that way but im just not that high of maintence,and theres other stuff but dont have the space or the patience(remember moody sometimes)but thats just the tip of the iceberg and oh ya before i forget dont have a way to load pics(no digital camera or anyway of putting it on)please dont let that be the reason you dont write
I'm looking for:: now my otherhalf must be patient and understanding(a must)and appreciate everything i do for her(a must)because the same attitude i have for myself i have for her,because if she can cook her own dinner and run her own bubble baths etc,etc,then why does she need me see there must be a mutual understanding(a must)and also a mutual appreciation(a must)in other words you both have to live your life for eachother and do for eachother(love)because if thats not there then why do you need or want eachother,cant be and in the closet anything(a must)got to have a butt load of common sence and also be intelligent,and articulet and have some class(dont be in the alley behind i-hop getting it in the behind)all of that defitnetly a must, i think you get the general idea of what im looking for,and just in case you missed it the first time no way of putting them on computer no digital camera etc,etc,