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About me:

goshhh....I haven't had to 'describe myself' since I wrote my personal statement! Well I don't know what to write really about my self ,normally i am never lost for words but when it comes to talking about me i have nothing much to say.. well i guess i just a laid back person who enjoys meeting new people and making friends . I like to think i have a good sense of humor and I am a outgoing person... i love to travel and learn new things always. .My family is hugely important to me, and I treat my closest friends in the same way: we share, we argue, and then we make up.I have a small family, and am equally close to each member. They generally respect and trust my decisions, but always ensure that I know if they are unhappy with something I may have said or done. . i can speak English Hindi ,French ,Malayalam , i am professionally computer eng but i love business and then i want to tell my friends over whom i meet here some one is made one profile against me i don’t care that because god is seeing every thing i am more attached to my family i will look after my husband also in future same way i am loveable person ,understanding ,and caring
jomcy

I'm looking for:

not take pride in my loneliness
but i get embarrassed at times
and i hide it
as

solitude

it gets covered in such term
of lovely loneliness
of a certain wise man of a certain poet
sitting on a hill
stars lighting his long lonely nights
and the laces of darkness serving as his blanket

no mater how i hide loneliness, however

loneliness
to such term as
solitude

loneliness comes in claiming the truth of its name

“i am lonely” say it “i am always lonely” shout it.

i guess i have to tell the truth


i am asking for the true definition of solitude

how does it look like?
now that i am lonely, how can i ever say

“what i have is solitude and my poems tell that so”
i take
pride on such a camouflage

a facade
a skin
glowing to the color of sunshine

covering a skull that looks like the true face of death.

i do not take pride on this shame on this embarrassment

“i am lonely”, take my hand. Do I love you because you're beautiful, or are you beautiful because I love you? Am I making believe I see in you, a woman too perfect to be really true? Do I want you because you're wonderful, or are you wonderful because I want you? Are you the sweet i m cherchant : pas sont fier de ma solitude mais je suis embarrassé par moments et je le cache comme solitude il est couvert dans un tel terme de la jolie solitude d'un certain homme sage d'un certain poète le fait d'asseoir sur une colline étoiles allumant ses nuits solitaires longues et les lacets d'obscurité servant de sa couverture aucune mère comment je cache la solitude, pourtant solitude à un tel terme que solitude la solitude entre dans le fait de réclamer la vérité de son nom