About me: i guess i'm very shy at first. i'm not very good at putting myself out there and i am scared of rejection. but once someone is able to get past that part of me, they find that i'm actually really talkative and hyper and loud. i love just randomly singing and dancing when nobody is watching ahaha. i'm incredibly sarcastic and blunt to a fault. but i know how to control all this. i know when to be mellow and calm and when (and how) to have a damn good time. my friends have always called me "the diary" because i can keep secrets like nothing ahaha. but i'm really caring and sweet, i know that for a fact. i'm giving to a fault too, which isn't really a bad thing but sometimes leads to excessive amounts of items for others and excessively low amounts of money for myself. but i'm cool with that because i live for people. my whole life i've done things to make people happy. my dad told me this story once about when i was in second grade this kid whose family wasnt as well off as the rest of us couldnt afford a sweater to wear in winter, so i gave him mine. i just dont like to see people sad.
I'm looking for: i dont want to say i'm incredibly picky when it comes to finding someone to date, but i do have some rules ahaha. for starters i dont really like flamboyancy. no offence to anybody. i love flamboyant guys (my best friend is WAY out there lol) i just cant date them. for once i'd like to find a guy who will come on to me, you know? i'm tired of being the dominant one in the relationships. but i'm not saying i wont be. looks are not my main concern at all. i really want a kind hearted person. and someone who understands that sex is not a priority in my life and i enjoy taking things slow. i wouldnt mind having things in common either. i love it when i can just cuddle with someone on a couch for hours on end watching old movies. but dont get me wrong. i'm not looking for mr. perfection or anything, i'm just looking for mr. perfect for me. ahaha mr. right not mr. right now would be nice.