About me: My names jennifer im 220 pounds, I'm a kind hearted girl maybe to kind at times... I currently live at home with my parents after my last fiancee of 3 years ended I lost my car and apt. I dont have a job, I'm stuck In a rut trying to dig my way out slowly but surly. I try and stay as possitive as possible, no matter how bad things have gotten or will get nothing can take the smile from my face for long. I'm just looking for friends that I can enjoy talking to and hang out with, without the added stress of OMG DOES HE LIKE ME THE SAME? lol, and to give me something to look forward to while I go through this mess. If it turns into more then just friends thats great I do want a real relationship that could last,but I dont wanna go diving into a relationship. I dont want to be with someone just so I have someone to be with, I want more to be there when I do date someone. and i am not looking for sex so if thats all u want u best look somewhere else. anything else just ask,
I'm looking for: in a bf i know exactly what i want and i wont settle for less. prepare to read a long paragraph lmao. well i want someone with a sweet romantic side the whole soft touches soft kisses holding caressing, snuggling hugging im a big hugger person i love hugging :P, but he must have a naughty side and be able to take me like a man. as in butt grabs pulling me close to kiss me right outta the blue when i dont expect it, slapping my butt for no reason :P, someone who can look beyond my body size and love me for me and for who i am on the inside but who can love what my outside has to offer second to my personallity. who can stand to sit and watch cartoons and disney with me without thinking im a child. can relax in bed just holding eachother or watching a movie or can go out and play like frisby or teach me diff things that are fun that we can do together. can trust me,the guy cant go psyco jelious that i have guy friends. lil jeliousy is cute but i dont wanna be controled. have things in common, dont abuse me, if im upset holds me and lets me cry on his shoulder and calmy helps me feel better and ask whats wrong without yelling for me to stopcrying. someone i feel that i can be honest with about everything without being judged or scared that it will cause a fight. someone i can trust. who wont be ashamed to do stupid funny stuff twith me just to get a laugh, someone who wont sugarcoat things for me unless its something about my apperance :P someone who can just be spontanious and goofy and silly and can make me laugh. help take care of me when im sick and other lil things i cant explain that i need to see if a guy naturally does it without me saying or hinting anything. that the guy can feel that no matter what he can talk to me about ne thing or someone who ISNT afraid or to macho to cry infront of me i love a man whos comfortable enough to cry infront of me and not hold it in. ok that was a mouth full i need to breath now lol