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Very sad and bitter and you seem to be better off without the person you've written your poem about.

I just lost the love of my life, but she never deceived me - we split up because I was unable to cope with my situation and reacted badly to her being a total control freak (she is a control freak but mostly in a positive way that I know was directed purely out of love).

What is it with some people (talking about myself here) that when they've found something so wonderful that they feel they don't deserve it and destroy what was good?

I don't know - when you KNOW you split up because it is your own fault it's almost impossible to forgive yourself and the guilt eats you up like a cancer inside.

Maybe she is better off without me - but we had the most wonderful year of my life together and our plans for the future were solid and good.......... to lose something so precious is a crime.

I shall try and remember the last year with almost every day filled with such happiness and love and positive things and how she was there for me when my dad died and how she helped me cope with his widow (my mother) by showing how much she loved me several times a day even when we had to be apart for a few weeks at a time as we live in different countries and how wonderful it was to have her waiting for me each time I flew to her or how excited I was every time to meet her when she flew out to me.

Such love was totally awesome and seemed 100% commitment on both sides.

Such real, genuine sadness is truly breaking my heart - your sadness appears to be more anger at being duped.

Good luck for the future - and I hope that I am lucky enough myself to overcome whatever demons caused me to lose what was the best thing that ever happened to me in 54 years on this planet.

Your poem sounds as if it is filled with anger, hurt and sadness. I can't say that I blame you in the least! Sounds like you are in much pain. I am so very sorry for you, that you were mislead, hurt and deceived so badly. Life sometimes does not go the way we hoped or had planned it. It is good that you can write about it and get it out of your heart, much healthier, for keeping that all inside will eat at you, like a cancer. I think you need to take some time out just for yourself. Quality time, to do whatever you enjoy, to be good to yourself!!! Man Time, for a change! While you are busy doing all of this, you will be having fun and forgeting, while all the time, healing. That is what you need, time to heal and get over this mess that this woman has caused in your life. Then, and only then, you will know when it will be time to move on. I am sure that you will meet someone perfect made especially for you, when the time is right and you are open and ready. I will keep you in my prayers and wish you all the best! God Bless. Peace and Hugs!

thanks for that courage it means alot to me coming from you it really does.i was deceived totally she portrayed a picture of someone wonderful but the real her came out as time went by,i found out she was schizophrenic paranioa,split personality,bi-polar disorder.when i did find out i didnt leave i stayed and was supportive and understanding.i thought i found my soulmate i really did.but the manic episodes the raging outbursts mood swings she was drinking alcohol while on the strongest medication it got too much.i felt i was losing myself my life my work my friends.
and it hurt so much cos i loved her dearly and her two sons like they were my own flesh and blood,her parents were great they they treated me like a son.
the anger cos she was in denial about her disorder and would not seek counselling but take the medication it was always everybody else that was at fault.i believe if she sought counselling and spoke about things it would have made her life and eveyone elses a whole lot better,but it was not the case and as much as i love her and miss her and her family i had to move on regrettably.

your poem is so realistic
when read it i recall it to one of my friend
who was like the character in the poem so in love
but is somewhat fool by the other person
there is just one twist to the poem that is different from them
is in the end
they continue running behind this girl saying they love them and cant love another
i just wish one day they realize and move on
as it is killing them deep down
and move on like the character in the poem
As better is out there waiting somewhere on them

OMG if you were here in Canada, I'd say it must have been my sister you were with. Describes her to a 'T'..
except for that kids, My sister is not allowed to have anything to do with hers.
You don't need that hassle in the least. And I bet you feel like some of your life was wasted too.
A lot of the best poems come from the saddest of souls, unfortunately.
I hope you are able to move on now and meet the lady that knows how to treat you and herself also.
Keep Smiling

Wow. I'm truly sorry for your heartache, my friend. I truly am. :[

*virually huggles and snuggles* HUGS MAKE EVERYTHING BETTER!!!! :D

thanks people for all your comments much appreciated thanks for your support.all will be good just one day at a time..thats all one can do to move on and go forward....