Dear Momma

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Dear Momma

Dear momma, forgive me for what I'm about to do
And try to realize, I'm not doing this because of you
I'm doing this because I live in a world I hate
In a world where people invade my thoughts and my dreams are raped
In a world where war is considered a game
In a world where so many Christians are fake
I want to leave this world because I can feel no love
And why pray, is there really anyone up above
And even if there is, I no longer care
Because now it's too late, to acknowledge anyone there
And momma, I love you, so please don't cry
You brought me into this world, but it's time for me to say goodbye
Th say life is what you make it, and I choose to die
By taking my own life, by committing suicide
Momma, wipe away your tears, there's nothing you can do
Just smile and remember that I'll always love you

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Posted: Wed Oct 28, 2009 12:40 PM CST

About this poem:
wrote this poem when it seemed I couldn't take anymore of this world...why are so many people fake?

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Comments

gypsyheart Umtentweni, Durban South Africa
Wed Oct 28, 2009 12:49 PM CST

Intense emotions expressed in your poem Dementia.Thanks for sharing

Sunnn Valletta, Majjistral Malta
Wed Oct 28, 2009 12:59 PM CST

How dared you to write to your mom that you love her and will always love her if you voluntarily, by your own choice wanted to put her in never ending sorrow, to stop her life, to make her walk from home to cemetry and from cemetry to home?
If you would be dying from cancer, then you could write about love to ur mother, but, i repeat, voluntarily making her to burry her child, what a hell of love it is?

Once when my son was asking me why people do suicides, i replied to him that they are sick on their head to do so, and if at any time he will grow up and think of killing himself, he should better kill anyone who made him think of killing himself, serve his sentence in prison and live. I said "I gave you life and dont you dare to even think of taking it away"

Dementia Red Bay, Alabama USA
Thu Oct 29, 2009 12:36 PM CST

chill out sunnn....i value your comment....but i believe everyone has thought of suicide at least once in thier lifetime, even if for a split second...i admit, this poem isn't for everyone

jerseygirl49 Petersburg, Virginia USA
Tue Nov 24, 2009 2:43 PM CST

You know my friend..I have never thought to kill myself. I think when we are young, and sometimes it looks like no way out from our problems..perhaps one could go there but... I have had some really low points in my life, but it's just the way you process them in your own mind that makes a difference. If you will, try to set your mind on good, uplifting,words, books, movies, ect.Protect that wonderful mind that God gave you out if love for you. OK that's it,I'll say no more..just trying to help..bye now...JG Glad your still here!!!