There was a time once when I suppose I was ok
Nowadays it seems I just roll from day into another day
No longer interested in living life outside my closed door
As much as I try, I just don’t think I can do it anymore

My loneliness is self-inflicted in many silly ways
Drinking lots of alcohol I wallow and hide in its haze
Too scared to come out and just sit under the sun
No longer myself, seems I left along with all the fun

I miss you so terribly, so much more than you deserve
When you left I think I also did, maybe it severed a nerve
Happiness always eludes me; these others are just not you
Inside I am in turmoil, torn and shattered forever-feeling blue

You always wanted a poem, something from me to you
Well here go ahead and take it, it’s the least that I can do
All that’s left is my body that I now just abuse and despise
Seems it has all just imprisoned me, trapped within those lies

I’d have walked through hell to come save you, not so long ago
Maybe I did and I am just trapped here, could be, how would I know
Hopefully you are satisfied my heart and soul you managed to tear
Loving you was my downfall; it was way more than I could bear.