Antjo39: Hi Abram!
Does it a guided course composed by our decissions?
Have you, however, not felt that sometimes there is a course, certain tendencies that even operate at the level of our decisions?
If that is true, then even our ability to control life might be doubtful and if it sucks then there is nothing we can do about it.
What do you think?
Having been through some serious losses in my life, and life threatening situations, now even suffering the pain of permanent disabilities, I've heard many say to me how, "That must suck.", or "Damn, you've had some very bad luck." Know, myself, that some of it was of choices I made, and life threatening ones of other peoples choices, I could settle with that fact that life sucks, but I don't. I take great pleasure in the fact that, their are many who could never live through, and suffer daily as I do. That does not suck. That is the strength that guides me daily, as I walk, as I live with its power, and grace. A power, and grace, I freely share of my abilities, my learned insights, that few live, as I do, to share.