Why are you beating me Momma why?

Why are you beating me Momma why?

MY Book To Be wrote. {WHY ARE YOU BEATING ME MOMMA WHY?}.

This is my true story. It was only days after I witnessed my brother’s death when the beatings began. I was only 6 years old. Just A little Babbie boy. As A child I begged for death to take me away from all the beatings that was inflicted on me. And soon to be received in the future. God why did my own mother beat me so? I was just a baby a small confused little boy. I needed my mother to give to and show me some love not hate. I did not know what I was doing so wrong to be beat so bad. With a leather belt up and down my back and legs. O God the pain. Please make it stop. But the cry,s went out to deaf ears. The beatings left welts all over my body. And the more that I begged her to stop the harder that she beat me. She kept beating me with no care in the world except for the hate in her eyes toward me. That I seen in her eye,s while she continued to beat on me. God I was just A little boy a baby who just witnessed his big brother get killed. I needed my Mother to hold me and love me not push me away with hate in her eyes. In which I have truly seen in her. As I am writing this I begin to cry from the memory of the beatings. And the looks that I have received from the one that was supposed to protect and shelter me and love me. {Hold me Momma Please Hold ME}. I cried this inside of me every day. I shall never forget the past. But I will live. And I will always remember and I will never forget or forgive the ones that hurt me so. Hopefully with this book I can somehow move on with my life. I took beatings that no one else in that so called family has seen. They have no idea of the pain in which I had gone through. I SHALL NEVER RAISE MY HAND TO HARM A CHILD.

Author: Robert E Spragur.