was extremely happy to receive your mail full of affection and love revealing all about you. I am still unable to understand as what did you find in my profile, as it can be nothing but your clear heart which attempt to find pearl in the ocean.
I have also no denial of the fact that loneliness is very bad rather curse especially for the human being. Although I have passed major part of my life in the company of my family but reason which kept hold was emotion
and duty towards my family. Ideologically and at the heart I was always alone.
I have already told you about my family and as regards my parents etc my father at age 85 is live though not keeping good health and mother expired in 1998. I have three brothers and one sister all are married having their satisfactory family life, all living separately. I could not complete graduation and finally joined police dept. In police I could not adjust myself in field policing but preferred to sit on ministerial job in intelligence wing that was reason of my isolation and became habitual of loneliness. Leaving office in the late night hours and joining again in the morning kept me fixed. Now after putting in 38 precious years of life I was retired in 2012. After retirement Initially I could not adjust myself and first day was very odd for me. I joined a private Insurance services company as investigator. I continued there for more than a year and ultimately abandoned this job for certain reasons.
Sole defficiency in my life is ideological loneliness and company of passionate and affectionate opposite sex partner to pass hours of loneliness by expressing each other in the atmosphere of love and without any external interference but dreams always do not come true
As regards your questions I will say that my full name is M Rafiq Bhat, I will seek an understanding, compassionate lady with soft attitude for friendship. My treatment with with my women can be well judged with span of time I spent with my wife with adjustment and I can even not think of hitting my women. Imagination of a true lover will make me happy and while I am alone I would imagine of Beautiful and real lover though I can not potray her. I am never jealous.
I can not say that how far can we stand with but by your appearance, expression and passion you are most beautiful and deserve all the good in your life. I will not hesitate in accepting that you are most beautiful at heart as well. I wish and pray for all the good for you in your life.
With warmest regards and affectionate wishes
Recently inspiring from viewing by a CS member after going through her profile, I extended her request for sincere friendship to which she boldly rather coldly replied that she did not need more friends. I had sent my mail with due protocol and in response she even did not bothered to say helo or hi. This made be think whether I was wrong and was she genuine in responding in the way she did. Being at the distance of thousands miles, I was unlikely to offend her any way.
Hi everybody at CS, I want to convey my hearty greetings on the eve of New Year and wish you all to welcome every coming new year in your life. Availing this opportunity I would draw your attention towards a current burning subject in my country, about which some of you may already be aware. You know a few days back a 23 year old medical girl student was gang-raped in a bus, while returning to home in the late evening hours. The excesses were so severe and abusive that after struggling for life for few days she breathed her last in Singapore hospital where she was shifted for life saving treatment. The public in India espacially female youngesters are up in arms protesting and demanding fast trail of the accused besides capital punishment and containing such happenings in future. In spite of all this, such incidents continue and are common in India rather over all the world. I think it is time to introspect, for us all to find out reasons and circumstances responsible for such happenings and remedies that could contain this menace.
After a pretty long service I am retiring now and can not decide what to do now. Uptill now I was in a fixed schedule, to get ready in the morning, daylong hustle of official engagements, returning home in the evening tired to join family and now there will be nothing like that. Since I had been at this site for quite some espacially reading blogs of the esteemed members though I tried to comment some times and posting own blogs, but desisted due to fear of negative response. Now I thought totake suggestion of valued members, espacially from Janna, of whom I am highly impressed in wisdom and positive approach.
It is generally noticed that most of the members use comment post on blogs and threads in forums for one to one personal chats, ignoring and overlooking real theme of blog or thread, that to me is unethical.
Wish many many happy returns of coming year to my colleagues on CS especially those who had been in contact with me through different mediums. On this occasion I pray that senses may prevail in mankind to be within the limits of humanity, Prevalence of peace in the world for sustenance and co-existence.
I found it my social obligation to wish Merry Chrismas to my friends on CS and joined their joys on this auspecious occasion which was taken positive by most of the friends excepting one, my co-believer. Since religion is matter of self realisation and faith and any persuation only works when their is good will. Any way I do not think we are here to discuss or contest fundamentals of any religion and what for we are here, everybody understands well.
My richest tributes to the most modest and holiest woman of the universe, whome Almighty God chose to give birth to his holiest sprit on earth to guide mankind to light from darkness. I want to join my all friends on CS in their joys on this auspecious occasion...Merry Christmas...
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