hi anyone that reads this im new to this and its my first blog, so was wondering what to write to get a discussion going and got to thinking of where i used to see myself when i was young and how it has changed, i used to see myself living in a big city apartment coming in from work and kicking off my jimmy choos and checking my answering machine while pouring myself a glass of wine and sitting on my very expensive suite clicking a remote to turn on my fire and some music to relaxe after a busy day now i imagine living on a ranch in texas and sitting on the veranda looking at the stars also enjoying a beverage but a beer would be more fitting in this case so im wondering how many of you are the same and how many of you think im borderline crazy
at 35 feeling 65, i am afraid ive met and lost the love of my life and its so hard to move on because i dont have any intrest in anyone else because i think i have met the love of my life but it wasnt so for him so what is a girl to do??? help im sooooo lonely