I really amaged....... why God has send me alone...if not, where is she? I want to chat....if someone real..........please,dont play with me
really......... its amazing that i have not got asingle women/ lady for last 1 year, till m here. what you think friends,, will i get my life partner here or i have to be the looooooooooooosser...........
hi friends, lets see.. how many of us is with a real profile. please comment if your profile is not fake.......
Yah,i was in school that time. And she was about to complete her graduation. We were in love..in deep love. I could do anything for her. She completed her graduation and went to her village. I missd her a lot and she too,for she too loved me so much. Time passd away, I was still reading in school.. One day she called me and told"my family is arranging my marriage". I could not b r that,for i didnt have a single money in my hand. I flew away and searchd a job. Of course,i got a job..i was too happy. But.... I become ill, i was suffering from hepatities. Doctor adviced me to take rest for 2 month. It was my luck. I cried a lot and returned to home. She calld me again and cried...can u marry me? Its 10th sep,2009..today she is going to marry him,as per her family's choice. She still calld me,"can u take me away from here..",but I had nothing to do except ... She got married. Last year,at this time in the same day,she calld me again.."how a u? He drinks a lot regularly..he beats me and...." , I cried again. And today,she is not in this world. Someday, i met one of her frnd,who told me ...she was died in a car accident with her husband and her little angel. She didnt cald me dat day..and I wait today also, she will call me and ask"HOW A U?"
I didn't saw her,didn't know if that was her photo.. But I loved her from my soul and gave her my heart.. Time had changed everything..she went away from me..my fault was that I had no job and I helped my brother in his business... I thought for others more than my own... I have changed my mind now, I don't think for myself now..am change totally...but she was not there..I lost everything,my family ,my love..everything.WHAT WAS MY FAULT?WHAT SHOULD I DO?
She told me,she will come to my home...it was November and am from India,days too became cold..but no rains were there. I planted lots of flowers and started to water there..it was hardly 20 days remained for that special day. I painted in my wall and lots of works.. My Mom was astonised.whats going on? At last I told her everything. She will come! They too welcome her(via me).. Almost 2 days to go, she told me that she was in Kenya those days due to her job..her flight was on 30th Nov.. I waited for her and went to airport and wait and wait. She was not there.. At last she send me a text..she wrote "dnt worry dea..u r really gud,search some 1 else, i was just jocking and enjoyed my time..gud byeeeee,hehehe". I become mad... Now ,what will i say to my mom?(its my true story)
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