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real good bye

I love you all my friends.... but it is the time for me to say good bye forever...

I met someone, no matter where he is coming from and I am happy....

thank you CS.... one half years I am with you. and that's enough...

I am so sorry for anything I said if anyone got offended by me...
I have many friends from here... lovely.
I also know there are many people hate me.. but I dont hate them.

anyhow.... it was nice to see you here and good bye...

I will miss you....


teddybear teddybear teddybear

a man...

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What is the focus of this photo ?? confused

to me, of course the cute guy sitting there with sun glasses kiss kiss

what do you think you see ?? peace peace
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smart girl...

read some men's profile, most of them demand to have/to get/to find/to meet smart girl....

what does it mean ? smart in what ? confused confused

my name is Smartassss, and everybody knows what that's mean... laugh doh
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Making Decision... Easy ?

many saying said about life that life is not always fair, life is about choice, life is not an easy thing to live. especially when we have to make a choice, make a decision between 2 or 3 important things in life. for our future. whether you will be happy or sad, whether you will be succeed or lose.

making a decision is not as easy as talking... not as easy as give advice or suggestion when friend comes to us with dilemma and have to make a choice. for me this is just about a courage to make a decision. i can say this bcos many times i was in this situation in my job. why a manager get well paid? bcoz they bear a big responsible for any decision they made....

but in daily life, some people keep considering what the best to do between 2 choices if they have to choose only 1. spend a lot of time and put themselves even deeper in confusion. this situation will not good for them, can be affecting their healthy and mood. but some people can make a decision and make a choice pretty fast as they know what they want and they know what the best for them.
So, why people prefer to stay in confusing and still cant make a decision which one they will choose? it can be many reason. in this matter, I cant say about encouragement bcoz it is not about yes or not, right or wrong, but according to me it would be more about what the next will happen if they choose this or that.

when a friend come to me to share and say that they are confuse as they are forced to make a choice.. I maybe will advise them to make a list of plus and minus between 2 choices, so they will know what is the best between 2.

but how if the case about love ? about feeling ? do you think by making "plus and minus list" will be helpful?
for example : if I were one of the choices, if I love him..I might leave him for his happiness. I will not let him make "plus and minus list" as it would not be fair for both of us.

what is your opinion? what do you think?

hope you dont have to make any choice in your life... as you know what the best for you.


bouquet bouquet bouquet
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cant wait to be home..

today is very tired day... for me.

I have to wake up at 5am, while last night I talked with my female friend in Jordan till 1.30am, daamnnn she kept me awake but really fun... we talked abt many things. she was funny and we always laughing...

I woke up at 5.30am and then packed my stuff as I have to check out from Hotel in Istanbul at 6.30am and my agent would pick me up to catch my fery boat to move to other city - Bursa at 7.30am.

By boat abt one half hours from Istanbul to reach Bursa. I had breakfast on the boat, I ate a food that I did not really like.. reach Bursa abt 9am, we directly visited some textile manufacturers there, doing presentation in front of them.

I was happy as my job finished at 5.15pm, but then I have to attend dinner at 7pm...once I arrived hotel I opened my laptop to check my emails. God, I don't even have time to take a shower.

the thing that make me happy now is I got dealing with very good quantity and stay at nice hotel - Hilton, my eyes could not move from bed while I am writing this blog.

Tomorrow, again I will have meeting with other buyers and hope tomorrow I get better result than today.. and then after finished all meetings, again I return to Istanbul by fery boat. my brother will pick me up from sea port and drop directly to air port to be back to Indonesia...

what I got today really motivate me to do best and better in my job...

Gambatte... and wish me luck...

Jakartaaaaa.... I am coming..banana banana banana
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BAD HOMESICK...

I am very very upset to this week end bcos it's very very silent for me.. cloudy but weather very nice outside. I want to go somewhere to visit tourist places but I cant go anywhere bcos i dont dare to go alone in this city. I have language problem and I have bad experiences with taxy driver which is making me trauma to go alone by using taxy.
I cant bother others just to company me going somewhere... dammnn... frustrated frustrated I really don't dare to disturb my colleagues..

since it is my 9th time I stay in same hotel every I visit Istanbul then I was thinking to ask one of hotel people to take me to visit tourist places... in fact hotel not allow the worker to do that. they even advise me to go alone and take note cab number and so on...
Hei... that is the problem I have here.... don't you understand?????

this situation is making me homesick.. I miss my car... I miss my sun, my shiny days... going anywhere I want to spend my week end.. and I miss my daughter a lot...


crying crying frustrated frustrated

I WANNA GO HOMMMMMEEEEEEE...... crying crying
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what are you looking for in here?

Join CS for some times day by day I know who are the members..

At first, I thought the member of CS are genuine person like me (if you believe).. can be met and found if you come to my skype, sure I will open my camera to prove that I am real...

Then I knew, not all members are real as some of them don't dare to show themselves on air ... must be some excuse they say.. using old version PC or their camera was broken... but they brave to talk about love and want to spend rest of their life with us... look so easy. they just need our financial support to fly to us to meet and whom they can count on when they need help... of course to us as their LOVE albeit never meet before... no matter as that was not the point.

Then... it was great in fact some of us also found love from this dating site which is amazing us, then we wish they will really find their love and have a happy ending ever after..

All type of persons I think available in this dating site, only all will be back to us whom we are going to get along with...

And the biggest surprised I found on this great is recently I just knew that in fact Gods also join the dating site. some women keep talking about Him, adore him, expect that He will read their blogs... laugh .
the small problem is she doesn't know God nick name... so they can't send Him friend request and text him.

Finally what she can do only speech in here... like speech in the church... looong blog, talking like she is the most holy person in the world..like she never done mistake, like she knows Bible contents out of her head which I am sure whatever she puts on blog or her profile just copy and paste, expect that God will read her and find her..

she claimed as Jews but she wants to take Jesus... Well, I am not Christian... so I don't know that Jews and Christian have same Jesus..

oohh... amazing , this dating site is able to avail all kind of man to search..

have a nice week end everybody.....
bouquet bouquet
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what the heck...

today is suck.. busy like crazy.. cant go home tonight to prepare all the things for my trip... and I got bad surprised... damn..
I hate today. forget it......frustrated

i have blocked all countries and changed my profile as I am not in the mood to get email from any guy. But they still able to send email? still I received from USA.. but I blocked USA as well..
it's strange..

any idea why can it be happened? Please don't say bcos USA is superpower country.. scold

confused confused
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why I don't eat pork ?

With regard to the physical harm caused by eating pork, modern science has proved a number of things, such as the following:

? Pork is regarded as one of the kinds of meat that contain the most cholesterol, an increase of which in the bloodstream leads to an increased likelihood of blocked arteries. The fatty acids in pork are also of an unusual formation, when compared with the fatty acids in other types of food, which makes them more easily absorbed by the body, thus increasing cholesterol levels.

? Pork meat and pork fat contribute to the spread of cancers of the colon, rectum, prostate and blood.

? Pork meat and pork fat contribute to obesity and related diseases that are difficult to treat.

? Eating pork leads to scabies, allergies and stomach ulcers.

? Eating pork causes lung infections which result from tapeworms, lungworms and microbial infections of the lungs.

The most serious danger of eating pork is that pork contains tapeworms which may grow to a length of 2-3 meters. The growth of the eggs of these worms in the human body may lead to insanity and hysteria if they grow in the area of the brain. If they grow in the region of the heart that may lead to high blood pressure and heart attacks. Another kind of worm that is to be found in pork is the trichinosis worm that cannot be killed by cooking, the growth of which in the body may lead to paralysis and skin rashes.

The doctors have confirmed that tapeworm disease is regarded as one of the serious diseases that may result from eating pork. It may develop in the small intestine and after several months may grow into a large worm whose body is composed of a thousand segments, with a length of 4-10 meters, which lives alone in the intestine of the infected person and part of it may appear when he defecates. When the pig swallows and ingests its eggs, they enter the tissues and muscles in the form of larvae sacs containing fluid and the head of the tapeworm. When a person eats infected pork, the larva turns into a complete worm in the intestine. These worms cause weakness and vitamin B12 deficiency, which leads to a specific type of anaemia, which may in turn cause nervous problems. In some cases the larvae may reach the brain, causing convulsions, increased pressure within the brain, epilepsy and even paralysis.

Eating pork that is not thoroughly cooked may also lead to trichinosis (infestation with a hairlike nematode worm). When these parasites reach the small intestine, three to five days later many larvae appear which enter the intestine and reach the blood, from which they reach most of the tissues of the body. The larvae move to the muscles and form cysts there, and the patient suffers intense muscle pains. The disease may develop into infection of the cerebral membrane and brain, and infections of the heart muscle, lungs, kidneys and nerves. It may be a fatal disease in rare cases.

It is well known that there are some diseases that are unique to humans and are nor shared with any other animals except pigs, such as rheumatism and joint pain.

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So, will you eat pork still? dunno
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telling the truth..

I am sure... everybody has vary life experiences, a lot of lesson we gain which make us know how to live our life... to understand how to treat and respect others as we want to be treated and respected.

still... from beginning,I always try to be a nice person and being honest person is also very nice. I can sleep well.
Imo, honesty is everything in all live aspect. I hate liar, so I dont have a term "white lying".. to me, lying is lying. rather than I have to say a lie even though that is for good, better I keep silent.

When people ask me for something.. I will tell the truth, sometimes it is bitter but let them accept it, I just have to manage timing when I have to tell bitter truth. if I could not do bcos too bitter, again I will keep silent.

can be said I am a spontaneous person, I will answer the question right away. I will never push someone to believe with what i said. whether they will believe or not.. that is not my concern.
this habit, sometimes make people get me wrong.. but as long as they don't question, I assume they understood... but then, they don't talk to me. it's fine... I also will not ask "why"... I will not push someone to be my friend (or more than friend) if them don't want to be..... trust is important in friendship and relationship.

I just want a simple life... why should I make it complicated when I can make it simple?

have a great Monday everybody...
teddybear teddybear teddybear
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46...

Damn.. doh I woke up late and missed my flight to Sepang - Malaysia to see my lover race in MotoGP.. Valentino Rossi.. kiss kiss

GO... GO... GO... My Doctor.. banana banana banana
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Week End

HAVE A NICE WEEK END EVERYBODY

Time for me to drive home town.... wave wave wave
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