I think I am at a crossroads in my life. Been there before and had to navigate my way through, seems like I will have to do the same again.
I got a reality check last week. Kidney specialist told me in no uncertain terms that I need to quit cigarettes and stop taking anti inflamatories for my hip and leg pain. I think the reality of it is hitting home, my kidneys are not good and it could cause problems for me later on. I don't need to make big changes aside from quitting smoking, but I do need to make those changes.
Like the man said. You can have fame, fortune, women, everything in the world but if you don't have your health, you got nothing. Its time to start treating my body better and get rid of the cigarettes and the anti inflamatories. Kidney dialysis is not something I think I would adapt to very well
You should see me struggling to flirt
I got my guitar back and I heard a song on the radio that I have not heard in probably 25 years
Thanks to a good friend of mine, my guitar is finally in the shop for a complete overhaul. I could never afford it but my friend told me to put it in the shop and not to worry about it so I did. Frets, nut, bridge being realigned, neck shimmed, the whole treatment. Gonna be a new guitar when its finished. The guy I sent it to is well known locally for excellent work. Gonna be a long wait over the next few days lol.
My cat was giant sized and terrorizing the community destroying houses and eating people. I kept chasing her saying "no Darcy, no Darcy, no Darcy"
That is how much weight I have lost since last summer when I was diagnosed diabetic and started to eat right. The closest thing I can figure out is that I am sweating out fat. My a** is nothing but a bit of wrinkled hairy skin, skin folds and wrinkles all over my body. If I were to sleep with a woman now, the lights would have to go out, I am awful to look at now
I know the skin will eventually go back tight again but its quite different looking at myself now.
All I have to do is beat depression, beat anxiety, beat autism, learn how to make phone calls, beat social anxiety, learn to be less awkward, learn how to talk to people, overcome my fear of crowds.
Yeah, when I do all of that, its all over for everyone else
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