I have been divorced now for over five years. In this time I have sought out some form of a tangible relationship. Something with depth and meaning. I am now to the point of exhaustion with the process. I like to think normal people still exist and are out there seeking the same. Searching and just as frustrated and tired of the filtration process one has to go through these days as I am. I remember dating actually being enjoyable and fun in life.
I have found at this age there seems to be many women that did not have their twenties due to having children young. Now they have become empty nesters or are on the cusp of regaining their freedom. And now its time to hit the bar scene and live it up. I myself had my twenties and now at the ripe old age of 41 have no desire to hit the clubs or live the nightlife.
It seems in between my responsibility of being an adult and productive member of society. I have obviously lost touch with reality? At this age I feel more comfortable spending a quiet evening at home with a bottle of wine or coffee is the best medicine. I prefer to travel and see places in life be it just a local road trip or breaking out the passport. I have found I have a stronger desire to go off into the woods with a tent than to go into a bar. Drinking around a campfire listening to nature is better than drinking around a bar listening to loud music.
I am very confused at this point in my life. I am not sure what the interests of a woman are in this day and age? It seems stability, security and loyalty are less preferable qualities in a man these days. Than someone who knows all the bar patrons by name or has a bong hidden away in a cabinet? I personally dont get it or understand it anymore.
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