more of a perplexed, wondering aloud.
I am 38. My profile says something along the lines of searching for 36-49 (I've dated MAYBE two guys younger than me, but generally I run around the 8-10 year older area). And I'm getting early to mid 20s, and 60+.
Really?
I mean don't get me wrong. I am flattered by the attention, and people have all been lovely and nice. Some have been very attractive. A young one is just as cute and sexy as can be... but I was 16 when he was born. I was wild when he was just drawing breath.
And I have a son that is just a few years younger than him (lives with his adopted mom and dad, but still). I know there are cougars, and what not, and that at my age and drive, I probably need a younger man to wear out... but I'm not sure I can wrap my mind around THAT young. He'd have to be very mature intellectually and emotionally and have some charisma/chemistry in order for me to be able to let go.
And the older ones? Gentlemen. I am a female of appetites and I am telling you, I will not be responsible for your heart attacks.
I hope everyone is having a grand Saturday night/Sunday morning.
Hugs!
I shouldn't be here.
But I am.
I should be shooting photos, writing descriptions, taking measurements, weighing things.
But my kid is just down for the night, and the house finally quiet. And all I want to do is sit and enjoy it.
I don't want to think about the counter full, and boxes of, inventory that needs listed.
Or the grass and weeds that need attending to.
Trying to set up a decent place to take photos... since there is currently no room in a 4200 square foot warehouse. And won't be until the weather cools off enough I can go in and battle mud daubers and red wasps, so that room can be cleared.
Right now, I have to go through so much to set up to actually get work done, that I am tired before I even start.
And I know I should suck it up. The quicker I get this place taken care of, the quicker I can get out of here. Delta life is not my first choice. I've got mountains calling me 70 miles further west.
I'm slightly more motivated than the last few weeks. I've decided my reward for all this will be a vacation. 7 days away. By myself. Doesn't sound like much until you realize I've not had 24 hours by myself in well over 4 years. And it will be the first time I'll be away from my kid. I'd like to be greedy and say a month vacation, but I know 7 days the first time away is going to be about my limit. As it is I'm wondering if I'll be able to relax enough to enjoy it!
It'll be a moot point if I don't get busy!
but I am not looking forward to it.
Over the weekend I purchased some lemons, a container of raw honey (almost local- from one State over), a bit of ginger root, and a bottle of Bragg's Apple Cider Vinegar.
I know a concoction of all these things would cleanse, re-balance, and re-energize me.
I love lemons and honey. I can tolerate ginger (better now than when I was a kid), but I can sum up Apple Cider Vinegar in one word:
Vile.
This may be harder than I anticipated.
My seven days are up and I finally get to put in my two cents.
Now I don't have a clue as to what I feel like saying.
So I guess for now....
Nice to meet you all; hope your weekend is going well.