The story of my life
It all begins two years back. I got a unknown friend request on the facebook. I was amaze to find a request from a girl which was not the girl from my country. I checked the profile for few minutes. The profile said the girl was Juju from france. I had a sponsor of france who helped me for my education. I accepted the request. In my mind, I was happy to talk with one of my sponsor.
After like a week, I messaged a thank you note for helping me and what’s going on in my life but I especially talked about my study. Then we begin to talk like usual conversation after a few message, I came to know that it wasn’t my sponsor but her daughter. We both started to talk often when we see each other online but it was hard for me because I didn’t had WIFI. I had to use from data which was expensive for me because I didn’t had any job. Even though, I used to manage and talked with her. We both became curious to know each other. The facebook was only the medium for us to talk and to know each other. I didn’t had such feelings before, I felt free, so relaxed to talked to her about my life and how I felt about many topics especially sex which was not a popular topics to talk with girls in my country. This feeling of attraction was really awesome and she felt the same but she had boyfriend which she had said me before. I sometimes felt awkward to talk with her because I used to think her break up might be due to me. The few times I questioned myself was I doing the right thing, I knew the feeling how painful was the break up because it took me like 6 months to recover from my first break up. It was really tough for me because she never said the exact reason why she wanted to break up with me. It was my first love so I felt really low and it was in the grade 10. My age was 17 now I think it was really low due to teenage period.
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