Writing here to let out my frustration i guess.
What ever happened to sticking with a person through good times and bad? Let my story begin:
Last year, nearly to the month i had a sore on my toe which went worse. Being a Diabetic did not help.
3 toes were amputated therefore could not work since i was in sales and had to stand for long hours.
After healing which took awhile. i worked for myself. Time went on and thinking stupidly everything is okay in my relationship i remained me. Softy to my ex. Cleaned house, worked on her house, cooked what i could and still helping my retired mom out. And making money to survive. I admit sex went down. So much was going through my mind, mainly how deformed i was. So i tried making it up other ways.
Months went by Winter came and with a mixture of strong medication and doctors meds i fell asleep. was in coma for 4 days. When i cam out, that same day. My ex said i must go sleep at my moms for the weekend so she can clean the house. So i did. It became a weekly thing. Few months ago she asked me to move out. She found someone else. Seems since last year shes been with him.
I feel so used. Sickens me thinking i been laying in a bed he has been making love to her on. And having sex at his place on weekends.
Guess there in no real love out there. Its all about sex
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