We only passed each other and said hello but I realised that he was the last man I was in love with and we split up 5 years ago. It took me a long time to get over him but I did. I'm still waiting for someone new to love since then though.
I asked my friends how to find love and they said that I have to stop looking and love will come and find me...... but I can't stop looking. I think about other things but my mind always comes back to finding love and being happy with one person. I spend time with my children and then I think...soon they will be gone and I would like to have love in my life to keep me warm when they are gone. My friends who are in happy relationships all tell me how they were surprised by love which came to them out of the blue but how can I find happiness when I am always checking the blue for incoming love?
In all the years I am online, I have blocked very few people from chatting to me. However, I felt I had to today. I was chatting to this guy on and off for a couple of weeks but it was very desultory and I didn't feel it was going anywhere so I told him that our chats were over. He just wouldn't take no for answer though and, although I tried to reason with him that I had no interest in him, he told me that I was in a bad mood and he would talk to me tomorrow, so I blocked him.
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