What do you think my primary photo says about me .
I am going to Eindhoven during the week. Go walkabout for a few days, anybody have any ideas on what i could go see while i was there, cheers.
I have been having the same dream for as long as i can remember, once or twice a year i will dream of it, i have two doors in front of me, both identical, when i was younger, i dreamt i went through the one on the right, everything in the room was white, smooth, peaceful sort of. The next time i dreamt this dream i went through the door on the left, it was dark, everthing was sharp, i knew there was something else, something frightening, in here with me but i could not see it.
Now i always end up going through the door on the left, even if i open the right door. what does this dream mean.
why is it so hard for me to meet someone, i know it is hard to meet people when you work a lot and not knowing anyone outside outside of work does not help, i dont drink anymore either so going out on a friday saturday night is pointless. I have to spend my weekends alone whenever i get a day off. i dont know what i am doing anymore.
I miss home, travelling to the far side of the world alone and trying to start a new life for yourself is hard. It has been going good, which i am eternally grateful for. I have, been gone a long time now. i cannot seem remember what home looks like nor picture my family or childhood friends faces anymore. I feel sorry for the kids leaving school and collage, they only have two choices, leave their home, families, emigrate in search of work or sign on the dole(social welfare) But leaving your country can bring great opportunities, opportunities that cannot be missed.
I learned something new today, from a children's tv program believe it or not, I learned that four hippies and a dog will outwit a criminal mastermind every time. Strange, but true.
Holy crap, my bed just fell apart lol. i just threw my bag on the bed and the whole thing fell apart right before my very eyes
i am heading for Australia
good luck Ireland
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