Three years ago .. or it could be our or five years ..... I lost count of my single years here ..... I joined this site, and had such
great fun ... wasting my time writing stacks of bullshit.
Well, actually it was not bullshit to begin with ...... I joined to try and meet someone to be friends with, and go out with. And there was just never any way to actually meet anyone cause I live in a Cow town in Switzerland, which is way out of reach for most people in Europe anyway......
And then, one day, I noticed this little thingy at the top of the page called "Forums" and "EU Forums" .... and clicked on them .... and hey!... I found all these people writing crazy stuff!
So I began reading them ..... and took me about three days to work up the courage to actually write something.
I was VERY polite, and ended most of my contributions with a "?" .. just to show I was not trying to be dominating and know-all about stuff.
And then slowly slowly I began to unwind ... and actually enjoy myself. Could not wait to get back to the laptop ..... to see how things were progressing .......
The most incredible people were writing such funny stuff .... at times I could not stop laughing and chuckling to myself at the sheer humour being contributed!
And then ..... another side of myself began to emerge ... the evil side .... well not actually evil, per sé ..... actually I was just being ME ...... writing from my own experiences, and seemed like I had bumped into a lot of evil sorts in my life .. that others were only just meeting for their first time!
And of course ..... I got to "meet" others who seemed to arrive suddenly, attempt a blasting at me for replying to something they wrote ..... and then I sort-of shat on them (verbally in written form) from a dizzy height, cause they were being outright rude and obnoxious ... and upsetting other members.
Funny how we "make friends" here, and then get protective over them when some "outsider" arrives and begins making rude or crude comments about or to them? Specially as most of the regulars here are just people, all the same ... looking to make a contact, preferably a romantic contact ...... cause the world is a mighty big, and lonely, place, and not an easy place to meet someone compatible ... these days.
And then I began compiling a sort-of book of all these experiences.
But then I ran out of energy, cause its no fun trying to write anything when I`m writing "to myself" .... inspiration just dries up.
I love what others write, in context to certain subjects ... to see their sense of humour, and their miserable sides too .... And sometimes I just like playing the Devils Advocate and seeing the response to an opposite view as opposed to the straight and "normal" views .....
And so ..... instead of Blogging to a private site ... I am thinking of blogging right here, on CS, and see if I can bore you all to tears and head banging insanity.
Please let me know if you have managed to bang your knees with your head while reading what I write, thank you.
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