I know i've been such a bad friend and blogger !!
it's been so long that i havent show up here and write something
guess i was just busy with everything that is happened in my life !
from sickness to health,saddness to happiness ! love and loss !
im just tired now , feel like im just half the person i used to be ... i've been thru alot ..and i've been quite enough ..
i feel like i wanna scream ! cuz what hurts the most is when u lose the one u loved and cared for !! nothing compares to that ..
I only knew love with him ! and for the first time ..after a break up !! i dont hate the guy ..i love him now even more .. and i want him back !!!
they say ..if he really loved u ..he wouldnt let go ..but people will never understand cuz they are not in my place or his place !!! i stoped lisning to ppl ..cuz it drove me crazy !!!!
doesnt mean if he break up with me .. means he hates me !
we may get back togather as the love we had was special !!!!
its the first time for me to be in such a mature relationship ..and we were so happy but things went wrong ,,
i still feel for him .. im still looking up for his return ..and i will keep the ring which he gave me once ..i'll keep it till the day we meet again ..
Swan
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Life is getting even harder now ..
Doctors say that mom has cancer ...
Im Deeply sad and i have no words to say ..
Mummy .. I Love you and I'll always be there for you ..
Swan
Hey You Sweet Ladies of CS !!
How are you today !!
This is a very important topic for me and i think for all the ladies up there !
Have you ever been beating up by your man ??
Well , Me ? Yes ! Once and I broke his nose for it !!
Just beacuse You're angry and we're fighting over a silly thing !
doesn't give u the right to hit a Woman !! Understode ?
Beating up a woman doesn't make u any stronger as a man !!
it would make your dignity fall down !
And to the Ladies all over the world ! this is my message to you!
If he is hitting YOU ! he would be hitting YOUR CHILDREN in the future !
Don't allow anyone to take advantage of u , no matter how much you are in love with him !!
PEACE !
TAKE CARE ALL
Swan