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I know i've been such a bad friend and blogger !!
it's been so long that i havent show up here and write something

guess i was just busy with everything that is happened in my life !
from sickness to health,saddness to happiness ! love and loss !

im just tired now , feel like im just half the person i used to be ... i've been thru alot ..and i've been quite enough ..

i feel like i wanna scream ! cuz what hurts the most is when u lose the one u loved and cared for !! nothing compares to that ..
I only knew love with him ! and for the first time ..after a break up !! i dont hate the guy ..i love him now even more .. and i want him back !!!

they say ..if he really loved u ..he wouldnt let go ..but people will never understand cuz they are not in my place or his place !!! i stoped lisning to ppl ..cuz it drove me crazy !!!!
doesnt mean if he break up with me .. means he hates me !
we may get back togather as the love we had was special !!!!

its the first time for me to be in such a mature relationship ..and we were so happy but things went wrong ,,

i still feel for him .. im still looking up for his return ..and i will keep the ring which he gave me once ..i'll keep it till the day we meet again ..

Swan
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Anybody Here !! (^_^)


Oooooohhhh how i missed everyone heerrrrrrrreeeee
it's been like ages that i didn't write within my fav. site !

so who's married ? wine

who's not ? grin

im nothing like Both !! loool but im not single anymore smitten
That's for sure !!!! love

All are good and i wish the same for everybody

Com onnnnnnnn !! Where are you my friends .. Free hugs for everybody today loool
just for today !!! hug hehehe

I really Missed you teddybear


Swan
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MoM .. I Love You :(


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Life is getting even harder now ..
Doctors say that mom has cancer ...
Im Deeply sad and i have no words to say ..

Mummy .. I Love you and I'll always be there for you ..

Swan
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DATING !

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So yeah ..im Dating a Guy and it's going really great
I feel happy around him cuz he knows how take care of me !

a Guy that is Caring and sweet is really rare so i gotta hold on to this one lol

Don't wanna Rush things with him ..all though yesterday after our date I was in my dusty car ,ready to drive back home , he wrote something on back window and told me to read it when i reach home .. I reached home and a big " I LOVE YOU " was written all over my car's window .. lol he is so cute !
grin

Wish me Luck heart1

Take Care all hug

Swan
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IT'S NOT EASY !!!

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May I start by sending my warm regards to my Muslim friends all over the world as today is The first day of Holy Month Of Ramadan hug

And ... OH DEAR GOD IT's NOT EASY TO FAST For 12 hours without water and food under this Hot Sun of Qatar .. lol
my body is getting weeker every hour passes by ..
but my faith is getting stronger i beleive grin and im happy this month has finally come ! you gotta love Ramadan's Nights .. gathring with family and friends , goin out or you just stay in and take the time to pray all night for god and to find ur inner peace angel

Anyways ... you take care all ..
Love ya

Swan
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I miss All of You :)




IT's been soooo long that i didn't write here !!!

How I miss all of you ...

Nothing New is happening in my life even after all of this time ..which makes me think ..that i should DO SOMETHIN' about it !! lol

Anyways ... im just here to say HIIII and give a big HUG to everyone around ..
let me know how you doin' my friends :)

I swear I miss all of u here lips


Swan
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If He is Hitting you , Hit him Back !!


Hey You Sweet Ladies of CS !!

How are you today !!

This is a very important topic for me and i think for all the ladies up there !

Have you ever been beating up by your man ??

Well , Me ? Yes ! Once and I broke his nose for it !!
Just beacuse You're angry and we're fighting over a silly thing !
doesn't give u the right to hit a Woman !! Understode ?

Beating up a woman doesn't make u any stronger as a man !!
it would make your dignity fall down !

And to the Ladies all over the world ! this is my message to you!
If he is hitting YOU ! he would be hitting YOUR CHILDREN in the future !
Don't allow anyone to take advantage of u , no matter how much you are in love with him !!

PEACE !
TAKE CARE ALL

Swan
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WWWwwhahahahahahahahahah !!!!!


This morning while i was driving to work !!

I was thinking !! it's been a long time for a guy to hit on me and say something nice .. and i think the problem is that i stoped goin' out for a while !! cuz i was so busy with work ..

So this after noon ,, I went to the Mall in here and i was walking ,feeling confedint .. like today i wanna hear something nice !!! I wanna be satisfy my ego lol

I went out of the mall being moping

Cuz the only guy who did hit on me .. was a 12 year old boy and he followed me all over the mall just to hit on me with his friends ..rolling on the floor laughing

OMG !! WHY GOD ... WHY !!!! laugh laugh laugh

Cheers for now .. I'll go kill myself roll eyes
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Okay ,, So Im Back !!




How You doing Everybody !!!
Wish are all doing just fine kiss

I've decided to be alone for a while ..get things clear
Lotts of stress in my life and recently i felt like i couldn't handle it !!
Im handling 2 jobs + a Family
And I don't know what happened to my mom but recently all she talks about is for me to get into a relationship that would lead to marrige cuz she wanna see my future kids confused

Now hold on !!!!!! I am trying MOM !!! frustrated lol

Damn it ..
Anyways ... im glad im back here
teddybear between the most beautiful friends EVER
heart beating

Swan
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Taking a Break !

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I think we all need that sometimes ..

Im leaving for a while my friends .. not from CS but only from blogs and poetry corner as im not gonna be a part of any conversation or any topic !

I need to re-think things ..im tired and i need a break ..

im gonna miss u all
you take care sweethearts teddybear

Swan
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Can't Go Back , To My Home Town :(



It's really breaking my heart ..
Summer is the only time where i can take a vecation to go back to my home town Syria and have the greatest time ever ..
This year im not goin back there moping
becoz of all what's going on over there !!

im really down .. I can't get there and be part of my country
and i don't know for how long this will be ...
and that what is making me even sader crying crying

Gimme a Break !!! blues
And May God Bless Syria

Swan
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Such a Bad Day



Today was just BAD !!
I woke up this morning with so much body pain after I had so many nightmares AGAIN !
the heat outside was reaching 52c !!!!!!frustrated
I drove my car , I had an accident !! was a small one but Damn it , it ruined my day .. !
Got late to work , and my boss was not satisfied of me getting late of an important meeting very mad
I've never been late ..but they notice me NOW !mumbling
Then , just few mintues ago ,, i got this call from my ex.
Trying to sweet talkin' to me !!! and i felt like im gonna barf ....
i had a fight with him , asked him not to call me again ..
it's really not the time !!!!!

very mad

I know some people get into even worse days ..but that was enough for me to be in the bad moooooood !!!!!!

Swan
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