What happened to real love??
Writing here to let out my frustration i guess.What ever happened to sticking with a person through good times and bad? Let my story begin:
Last year, nearly to the month i had a sore on my toe which went worse. Being a Diabetic did not help.
3 toes were amputated therefore could not work since i was in sales and had to stand for long hours.
After healing which took awhile. i worked for myself. Time went on and thinking stupidly everything is okay in my relationship i remained me. Softy to my ex. Cleaned house, worked on her house, cooked what i could and still helping my retired mom out. And making money to survive. I admit sex went down. So much was going through my mind, mainly how deformed i was. So i tried making it up other ways.
Months went by Winter came and with a mixture of strong medication and doctors meds i fell asleep. was in coma for 4 days. When i cam out, that same day. My ex said i must go sleep at my moms for the weekend so she can clean the house. So i did. It became a weekly thing. Few months ago she asked me to move out. She found someone else. Seems since last year shes been with him.
I feel so used. Sickens me thinking i been laying in a bed he has been making love to her on. And having sex at his place on weekends.
Guess there in no real love out there. Its all about sex
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Take care now take a step at a time and you will come through this.
Writing everything down is healing in itself
Sadly when the incident happened she was already flirting with him. And when the Cat went to hospital the mouse played with another Cat.
Its sad when you do everything for the person. Y leave your friends for her. And 5 years later you left with no one.
She still wants to be friends but it kills me. I admit i cry and full up in anger. What type of man am I??
Sadly when the incident happened she was already flirting with him. And when the Cat went to hospital the mouse played with another Cat.
Its sad when you do everything for the person. I left my friends for her. And 5 years later you left with no one.
She still wants to be friends but it kills me. I admit i cry and full up in anger. What type of man am I??
Take care
Anyhow, From what I've seen there is only love for self.It's a greedy world out there in loveland so to speak.
Only going from what u said it seems like two separate individuals sharing a house and not much else.
I'm not putting the blame at your door ..but both of yers ...as it didnt come across that you had any discussion on yer relationship...so why would it come as a surprise that something like this happens...
You cannot become complacent with anyone...be it in a friendship or relationship...of any kind.
It takes work..communication and understanding..
Write this off as best u can...get ur health and happiness on track and all else will fall into place
and so she listen devil and sined and she make to sin also Adam when she given the fruit of good and evil knowledge.The world would be much better if Adam refused her and taken not the fruit.
Therefore is better for men to stay alone and don,t take woman,but is difficult but pure!
Being alone Is like rose full of smell but no woman touch it.and is pure being so.
But those who want woman they can take,but they will take suffer too.
For sin came from devil to woman and from woman to Man.
Therefore there is not real happiness in this world where is sin.
Nothing more hurt is than he or she who refuse love!
If you found her with other man, you have right also to take an other woman who will love you.