Moving Forwards, Going Backwards.

Tell me I'm not the only one that sits and wonders where their life is going , anyone?

While I'm quite happy being single and practically living the life of a hermit out in the sticks, I will soon have to face the reality of moving from my home of 10+ years. The last time I paid rent it was no more than €200/mth, now on average in my area its between €800-€1,000. Starting again from scratch is very daunting . While all my friends are married, home owners and bask in the sun on regular foreign holidays, I do foresee myself turning into a bag lady, with milky skin, moving from home to home and smelling of moth balls.

Dont get me wrong I'm not ungrateful nor jealous of others, okay maybe just a little , it's just the thought of starting over again is overwhelming, it does get better right?