My Happy Ever After
A long time ago, when I was having a difficulty geeting a proper job as Nurse in the Philippines, and we were in dire financial struggle, I told God that if need be, I would trade my happy ever after for a chance to be able to provide for my family's needs.I wasn't being self important by thinking that somehow my voluntary suffering will alleviate the suffering of others. It wasn't about that. But at that time, I was ready to forego my own happiness for something else without fully knowing the consequences. Or how lonely its going to be. And now it seems like God taking it seriously! Oh No! I hope He isnt.
I wonder where my happy ever after is.
(A childish thought for tonight. Nothing too deep. )
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Well, Im hoping for things. May it be in CS or in the Real world.
Good morning
Your happy-ever-after is within you. Happiness does not come by itself. You have to create it. You cannot be happy while you desire things that you do not have yet. To find your happiness you must accept that you cannot have everything you want and you must be completely satisfied with what you have.
You're absolutely right. I guess happiness comes as wisdom does. I understand that i cannot have everything, and that is ok. Although there are times when I just want something differently. I think voicing it out makes me sound a little pathetic,
Thanks for stopping by.
I like masculine men. The old days definition of masculine men. Seems a lot of them still exist, thankfully.
I am in Riyadh, so the humor in California Horsepitals flies over my head. Id have to live there to learn it.
I been here off n on CS for about 20 yrs now n I haven't met one man yet, usually my emails come from other countries or continents, from the far, far away lands lol
Good luck looking for you Happy Ever After in CS, I haven't seen a ' success ' story not once :(
CS needs to install a CS Messeenger that's equipped with FaceTime like FB has.
If you ever meet him here, you write a Success Story lol
Once again, good luck :)
Velv
Velv
I agree that God knows better than is on what is better for us. He made us after all, so He surely knows better what we need. And I am hoping for that same love from the Lord. Not because I deserve it for my sacrifices, but from His mercy.
Thank you Yonik. God bless you.
Well, in my six years here I saw it happening a few times. Actually, very recently we had Art and Mimi. Talk to her when she comes online again. She is still on
Granted, some of them did not last, but you can hardly blame the site for that.
Good morning. I almost had a success story to tell CS when I fell inlove with someone I met here a few years back. But that is an entire different story altogether. I might make a blog about it another time.
I hope you find someone. Its kind of difficult for all of us, but it isn't impossible. I am hopeful. Thanks for your kind words.
Have a great weekend.
Catfoot, yup, you got to blame the site, sometimes when you got one guy/woman who has 4 or 5 different profiles n once you block one person, then he/her will email you right off the bat with their other name, you catch on fast when you recognize the same lines n intro's etc.