If you are not happy, then its not a happy ending
Some quote i see today"if you are not happy, then itsnot a happy ending"
its very similar with my own experience today.
I was thought that this man will be the last one.
He looks very religious.
Very mature.
Very kind.
Very sweet with his words.
But ... he want me to be somebody i even dont know.
and it wasnt me.
He wanted me to be more skinny,
more white,
more slim,
more religious,
more...
and
.. he want me to be just like my sisters.
I've tried but i finally found that i cant be anyone.
I love my body even it has fat everywhere.
I love my skin even it looks like burnt in the sun.
I love my job even it cost a small wage.
Then..
I saw that quote today on my facebook.
I realize that, i dont have tobe anyone to be happy.
I want a happy ending not a sad ending.
Its so simple.
Not a complicated thing to do.
Just a happy life.
so...
I send him a break up message.
I cannot do this anymore.
I cannot follow his rules.
I think it's better to be alone right now.
I still hope...i will found my happy ending tommorow.
I dont know when but i am sure it will come.
Stay good. Stay wise.
Stay safe.
19/07/2020
Comments (4)
By far
To be alone
Than with one
Who sees you not
As what you are
But as what
he wants to see
One bad thing about happiness is that it is not always there, it ends with time. And one good thing about sadness is that it is also not always there, it also ends with time.
Happiness and sorrow are not always there. Those that change over time, why worry for them.
Try to be calm in both happiness and sorrow, because happiness makes us careless and sadness makes us weak.
It should be that happiness makes us sensible and sorrows make us strong.
Have a nice day.