Some thoughts.

On my way home from work today, a song came on my playlist that made me think. The artist was Tim Christensen, and the song was called Right Next To The Right One. The first lines are: "What if we were meant to be together. What is you were meant to be the one". That made me think long and hard.

As some of the regular clickers on this blog knows, I had a friend stay with me for a few months. R, as I called her. I ended up kind of falling for her, which I told her. She didn't feel the same way, which was a bummer. She's now dating someone, and I am happy for her. I haven't spoken to her since March. That time was a phone call that lasted for about 30 minutes. Anyway, back to the thought I had today!

You see, I keep telling myself that I am over R. That it is done. Completely over for me. The truth is.. It isn't.. The lines in the song made me think "What if R and I were meant to be together? What if she was meant to be the one for me?".. I will never know if that's true, since she's happy in her relationship (at least that's what I think she is), so I will never get to find out if that really is the case, or if it'll end bad..

Some of you will probably go "But what about K? You go on and on about her!".. While it's true I go on and on about her, I am just not there yet. Will it come? Maybe. You never know..

I need to get those thoughts about R and I out of my head. If I don't, it will eat me up from the inside - again. She is easy to love, hard to forget. I have told her that. Her response was that I had to try harder to get over her completely. One day I might.

What else happened today? Well I applied for a job at the Police force. They are looking for admin employees for their office in the Copenhagen airport. It's a part time temp job, but there is a good chance that it'll be extended. The salary is good as well, so we'll see what happens. Also, when I had to apply for the job, I noticed my small shift-button was sticky - because I spilled a bit of coke on it.. Great! Luckily I have a spare keyboard close by, so I might switch to that.

Also, Mike Pompeo is in Denmark. Or, well, he landed yesterday. He might still be here, I dunno.. The point is.. When he met Jeppe Koefod, Pompeo walked over to Jeppe with an aim to shake his hand. Now, given that we don't have a Covid outbreak here anymore, it would be stupid to shake the hand of a man, who comes from a country where the epidemic is spiraling out of control. So Jeppe patted Pompeo on the shoulder. Well done! We don't really want to risk getting another wave of Covid here!