what to do?

well this is my first time doing this .
what to do i mean i am married for 28 years she has been a good wife we renewed our vows in 2018. how ever she currently resides in a nursing home because of her health problems and she is the same age as me 58.before you people start she voluntary put herself in said nursing home because i was her primary caregiver and yes we did have help comming in sometimes twice a week however there were a few that didnt want to do there job and i coudnt provide for all her health needs yes she is beibg well taken care of and we were seening each other every day untill this covid shit now we see each other though a window or chat on video or by messenger yes the home does allow outside visits wear mask 6 feet apart. i have a feeling its going to be a not so fun thanksgiving and xmas. yes i know that i shouldnt be on connceting singles but here i am

and before you people shoot thy mouth off yes she has giving me permission to find a girlfreind she knows that i have needs that she cant do anymore and is compleatly ok with that. so i hve been searchig for the one but to no avail yes i know that alot of women wont give me the time of day because im married well it just so happens that my situation is rather unqinic and i struggel everyday not to be able to hold one another.i know you people are sying well if yo do find nother woman would i tellmy wife absolultily we hide nother from each other and have a understanding she is in the said nursing home indefinetly i know what you people are going to say whats amatter dont you love your wife on the contrary i love her very much and even though she is in sai home i do asmuch as i can from outside yes i do buy her flowers and anything else she wants. but a man has needs and she knows that i just hope that its not going to take too long to find someone because im almost 60 and pritty soon my time will be up and it will sux not being able to be with a women again before my time runs out. i know you people will say why dont you go find a sult if i could find one that is. well thanks for reading this i know that some of you people especialy you testosterone guys i wont answer only female ill answer im outta here