a phone in midlle of the night
ringgggmy mobile ringing. it's him. my ex.
i don't know why he phone me.
i ask him how is his life going now after
his enggagement with his parents choosen one.
he feel strange he said.
he still remember me. he still love me.
he ask whether i still love him.
dont made me cry in the midlle of the night.
i said, try to love her.
i cut that conversation.
i said i have to wake up early.
i care about him in diferrent way now.
i let him go since i knew he got enggagement.
i wanted him and her to be happy.
i wish a good luck for them.
for their 10th march.
he said do you feel angry with me?
i said no. what should i?
what should i be angry with you?
i've been through this.
love is bigger then me.
then he said bye.
i feel storm with thunder after the click sound.
o god ... please let me be stronger than before.
13/feb/2010