I Am Scared (Part 2)
Today , 17th April , 2021 , Kolkata , West Bengal ,Election day in my constituency ...
This is the place among the state WestBengal with the highest infection rate...
So what's Next !
As soon as the election results out , we are most probably going to face another LOCKDOWN (may be not a total one like the last year though , probably partial)...
Honestly speaking , I am more SCARED of going under another Lockdown than the Virus itself..
Just the idea of a complete Lockdown triggeres the feeling of a deep darkness in total silence..
Like I am in a complete deep dark place , so dark that despite having the vision , it feels like total blindness ..
Like I am in a deadly silence , so deadly that I can not even hear my own heartbeat..
Everything stopped , like the Earth does not even exist anymore..
And most concerning , that I feel like I am stuck in nowhere ... Where I am standing , I can not move anywhere from it... Though everything seems so hollow , but still in that deep dark silence , Feel SCARED that something scary might be waiting for me around , behind me , beside me , beneath me or ahead of me...
The uncertainty , the insecurity , does not let me MOVE...
Sometimes death seems easier to accept than the struggle to survive ...
The memory of last Lockdown always haunts me...
I Am Scared ...
Comments (7)
well if people aren't idiots and follow all the rules,shouldn't be a problem..
Since modern humans have hard times to follow the rules pretty sure more people will be infected.
Lack if respect for someone else right not be infected...
What can we do more than complain?
Nothing tho since modern humans have forgotten that you have rights yes but you have duties too...
Ignorance and arrogance of modern humans!!!
I agree on your point.. For a few stupid ones , all the others have to pay the price ...
But then I remember..
We , Indians , have faced many more hurdles before...
We have been through Plague , Small Pox , Cholera , Malaria , Colonial Invasions , Wars , Communal Riots , Zenocides , Earthquakes , Floods , Tornedos , Tsunamis , Terrorism , and above all , The Famine (Twice) ...
Not to forget about the Corruption , Inequality and Injustice as well ....
But we never Surrendered ...
This time will be passed too.. May be in exchange with the huge price of many innocent lives unfortunately ..
But... Life never stops...
"Deep in my heart.. I do believe .. We shall overcome someday.."
We WILL Overcome...
Thank you all for your kind concern , support and suggestions...
NO... I won't be scared anymore ...
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Glad Tanzi IS back!
Rightly said !!!
I am hopping for the better.. Finger crossed !!
You are very much welcome too as always !!!