well heres another week of being single

Another week has past and yet no special someone (other than my son) in my life. Ever wonder if we are jus destine to be alone? I have had some great relationships in the past but I find myself alone more than not. I considered if I was the cause of my bad relationships... but then I realize I am jus being me.I am still looking for that woman who can make me tingle with jus a kiss. I see others with someone like that everyday. Maybe since my parents are divorced it is genetic their parents are divorced also. How many wrongs before we get it right? I try not repeating the same mistakes they made. I based my beliefs on what I think is right. I cant figure it out. When I go out I look but I see with my eyes and I cant speak up with out thinking how I might seem desperate. I dont think I am a bad person and I know what happened in the past makes us who we are today. I am posting these blogs to get my profile viewed more hoping that one woman will see these and want to talk to me. I make sure I not vulgar or crude. I do cuss frequently when I talk but usually as a adjective not as a demeanor. I have confidence but I like to play by ear and when no response is made I feel shy and want to hide until I am reassured that I am doing the right thing. I am glad I have friends who support me (not financially) and enjoy my company. Maybe this week coming will be better. Thanks to all you who have read these blogs and viewed my profile. Hope you are having better luck then I am.