Jesus Take the Wheel
I’ve battled and fought myself for years on the subject of am I ever going to meet someone? Just recently I did. He ended up being just like my ex boyfriend. I confronted him about it. He’s not one that likes confrontation. He punishes me by not talking to me for days on end.So I did something different this time. I prayed. *Gasp*
And I blew the dust off the Word and read it.
God answered me in the most loving and non judgmental and direct way I could ever possibly hope for. It’s not working with this man because you’re doing it YOUR way again.
I wasn’t surprised by those words. I was encouraged. I have left God out of my life on numerous occasions. So this is my fault? You want me to APOLOGIZE?! Yep.
I took a very DEEP breath that would reach the other side of earth…that would suck up all the hot air of the Sahara and let it out. Okay Lord. I take full responsibility. His next words to me was you need to follow Me. Words He’s been telling me this whole time regarding a spouse. This time He was direct because I was in a crying rage and wanted answers. He answered me lovingly and with open arms.
So now what?
I’m supposed to see him Friday to work for him. He hired me to help him out but I haven’t heard from him all week. I told his other worker I’m just going to show up at his door and see what happens but he may fire me. What I told him was hurtful and rude. What God wanted me to know though was that this had nothing to do with him. This was about my DISOBEDIENCE.
So now I wait depending on God to salvage this relationship. I still want to be his friend but I’m not sure he wants to be mine now.
Guess I’ll just have to wait and see and trust God.
Comments (19)
You are not so pretty, even if you are pretty ok.
It's a mistake of you to have your better looking sister in a photo with you.
And osforth. You're also overweight making it not any better.
All this makes you less powerful with the guys.
Hence be careful in that fight cos you may read thing into thaing, while all along he just didn't fancy yu.
Ok?
With those hard words over and done with, you are absolutely alright in the looks department, it's fine. And the weight you can work on. Your inner beuaty is unparralelled! Really a fab person!
Just be aware of what I just said when judging a situation.
Your friend, Oz
I been having this comment of mine in the back of my head today.
I was worried I might had been too hard,
but it's testimonial to your persona that you did not become defensive her, I salut that.
Also now I know I don't ever have to worry that you may not be aware in any situation,
cos your intelligence as way up there.
Other than workout I suggest finding a diet that consist of so much healthy roots, veggies and fruits
that you can not possibly eat too much of it. Some say meat is cool too (that made me happy to hear:)
+ watch your liquid too: a lot of tea, and some water with the famous lemon in it, that stuff.
On to the looks, I suggest when out n about wearing a light dose of makeup,
and dress as flattering as possible. Then the last one: make something hot-ish
out of your mermaid-hair always. Buns, hairbrides etc.
Whan all those things are in place wear your head high!
Cos as it says in the ad: you deserve it!
Regarding tips on some specific guy(s) we can do that behind the scenes maybe?
And I'll tell you all about my 'lady' problems too
Thanks for your comment. On the obituary..
And he chose me to be with for the holiday. Usually men don’t do anything with me on holidays because they’d rather be with others so I felt special. Believe me I don’t stick around when men treat me like dirt. I do not. I’m sorry I gave that impression here.
I met him through Facebook. He friend requested me and I recognized him from an event I attend along time ago so I hit accept. We knew of each other but didn’t talk. He messaged me saying hey this might be presumptuous but I was kinda wondering if you wouldn’t mind going to the movies with me. He worded it in such a way that I couldn’t say no lol.
And he chose me to be with for the holiday. Usually men don’t do anything with me on holidays because they’d rather be with others so I felt special. Believe me I don’t stick around when men treat me like dirt. I do not. I’m sorry I gave that impression here.
I met him through Facebook. He friend requested me and I recognized him from an event I attend along time ago so I hit accept. We knew of each other but didn’t talk. He messaged me saying hey this might be presumptuous but I was kinda wondering if you wouldn’t mind going to the movies with me. He worded it in such a way that I couldn’t say no lol.
their predators, so just ignore them..
Sometimes when I’m talking to him I feel like he wants to chew me out. I encourage him to tell me his true feelings but he won’t. My very first boyfriend was that way until he blew up at me and told me he’s done with me and he’s already found someone else so being closed off is a red flag for me. I still like him as a friend though.
Having said that instead of accusing me like he wants to he will blame himself and then his eyes tell me he’s angry with me. Which I don’t get that. I decided to take him at his word though because like someone told me here…you can’t make men do what you want. No, I can’t. But I can take myself out of the equation so to speak.