Do I

If I wouldn't have met you , I wouldn't have known you...So now do I know you? Do I know anyone?

When is it that you really know someone? Is it when you are so down and can't find anyone around except the one person you least except?

I thought I knew him and found out I didn't. I must have been occupied with work when he thought I should be with him. But, that's life.

How long does it take to know someone? I was with one for 10 years. I knew what to expect each day, I knew what he liked and didn't like. I knew when it was over....now we are just friends.

One I was with for almost 2 years. He described himself as a country boy, (he was), he said he was loyal, trust worthy and a one woman man. What all he said was sweat and easy to hear. I am the type of person who believes anyone until I have a reason not to. So, we got along until he could no longer hide what he was really like. He was smooth. I found out in the end he was telling the same thing to another.

Now, others want to know why I hold everyone at arms length. It's not that I don't like you, I am trying to change myself so I can see some of the lies before they bite me.

I still trust too much.