Why dont you look at me?
I see you're single, one bottle of diet soda, half gallon of milk, 2 cans of veggies, a couple of cans of cat food is all thats in your cart while I use the basket because thats all I need for myself. You're beautiful without a ring on your finger and a little smile that doesnt reach your sad eyes that wont look my way. I keep bumping into you in the store, not intentionally but still we do, you wont look my way... Am I hideous? Am I THAT fat? Do I look weird? Why dont you look my way? Sure, I dont look like Brad Pitt, but who does? I'm not a wanker (OK, technically I AM, but not by choice or inclination (or am I? (OMG! I dont really know anymore!)) OK, so maybe I am, but not like a REAL wanker, you know? (Gods, I HOPE there is a difference), or a loser, am I? I have a steady (I hope) job, one and a half cars (no, its not up on blocks, I just dont drive it anymore), and MOST of a house (OK, the bank owns most of, but I pay for it every month), pay my bills on time (when they dont slip my mind), dont drool in public (you cant be held accountable for what you do in your sleep (that means that if YOU dream I was cheating on you with your sister you DONT get to wake up and smack me in the back of the head because it was YOUR dream) (and that counts for OTHER things that happen in your sleep too (just saying that I'm asleep, so it doesnt really count))... (I forgot where I was! Oh, yeah) I can carry on a conversation about anything without staring at your breasts (90% of the time, ok, maybe 80, tops), mostly (ok, 75% at most the first time, and I wont talk to them), I have opinions about quite a few things, but will listen to yours because not all mine are set in stone. I can cook, and not that whole "blue box and frozen entree" type either, I enjoy cooking and experimenting with food (maybe too much, I never seem to make anything exactly the same way twice), I might not be able to fix your car but I know who can (and that is important, almost as important as who NOT to call), but I can fix your computer and appliances and such. I can find the best little places to eat (dont ask me how because its a mystery to me), and I can make you laugh (unless you dont know how, then we are both boned) and sit with you when you cry... I can be THAT guy in your life that sweeps you up when you walk in the door, I can be that guy you want to come home to, the one that makes you smile when you wake upWhy wont you look at me?
Why didnt I say Hi?
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haha yeah I tend to use this site as a procrastination method