old and grey..

softly i think on words, there meanings and there power.. like symbols they inchant leading me to take chance.. that i sould take!.. so i can stand strong and never break.. eachday brings a sad song and am left to sing along those wasted years and always finding tears seems to be an ending... to all thoses shinning dreams..and deep inside there sings another tune.. one of peace and joy, that doent sleep and warms my feet.. happy is the moment that drums without tears a feeling, may be more.. thou i guess am coming on in years..two different thoughts that create many emotions and visons of past to future seem to appear.. the meaning of it all face to face, like some one calls for me to watch like a movie, the show takes place, seen the two sides to the event and learning from an distance like a wide open space...fixing the mess editding it to the best so the mind can be at rest and my heart beats happy in its chest.. its inportant to watch your douths and fears and leting them play to see beyond the walls of your tears, and knowing feelings create your thoughs.. giving in will make you carry a cross..the heart and mind should not fight but beat as one.. as if in a battle stay strong..because fear is flase and life an illouson that leads you astary so one day you will wake, old and grey.. still thinking of past to future and say..no way..if only i had the chance to be happy and make romance living with joy and forgeting my pride for it doesnt matter, i could have danced.. and lived each day as a gift a party oooh no, its way to late am gone old and grey what a waste, i did take.. living the moment is all you can do, fill it with all you can that makes you..You.. because yesterday is old news.. a papper in the bin, and tomoro unwriten thou can be imagind by your own hand..think big and bright.. for this is no mans land but an endless creation caused by all people that stand...never worry on meaniless things like cars and money sure there made from the earth with a hint of sprak and dressd to inpress.. real gold and wealth are in the land in the people and every were you go... stand in richness of knowing the truth for we are all apart of it and blow with the wind and sleep in the sand for the earth is a hand she'll keep you warm if you understand.. being old and grey is the best you can be and being young in heart is all you will ever be, so live life like a rollercoaster ride up and down having a great time, and sow seeds of happiness and love so they'll grow when its your time..thats the best you can do in a world thats big and blue....